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4.11 Exploring Yer Haunted self pt 1: STRESS, BIG EMOS, MISALIGNMENTS, EMBARRASHAMING MEMORIES
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Dec 01, 2024 |
traumafamily holidays and the epiphany of ENOUGH
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Nov 26, 2024 |
Alignment after this goddamn election
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Nov 17, 2024 |
BONUS Entering Yer HAUNTED self 👻 Choose your own spookventure begins!
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Oct 31, 2024 |
4.10 Reconnecting with your haunted self
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Oct 31, 2024 |
4.9 Obstacles to Actual self-Love After Trauma
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Sep 28, 2024 |
4.8 Self Compassion; the Daily Battle for Recovery
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Aug 28, 2024 |
4.7 Major Image-Distorting self-Defenses [Splitting and Projective Identification]
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Jul 29, 2024 |
4.6. Acting out, Help-rejecting complaining, and Passive Aggression; The (most) Immature Defenses
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Jun 27, 2024 |
4.5 Narcs, Defense Mechanisms, & (non)Recovery: Intellectualizing, Rationalizing, and Reactionary Decision Making
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May 28, 2024 |
4.4. Pathological Structuring of Narcissists (Or, No Integrity without Integration)
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Apr 24, 2024 |
4.3. Healing with "Adaptive Narcissism" and Uniqueness | Leveraging Stigma for Permissive self-Healing
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Apr 01, 2024 |
4.2. Filial Obligation Narratives, Ambivalence, Perception, and Guilt
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Feb 22, 2024 |
4.1. Making of a Vulnerable Narcissist
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Jan 30, 2024 |
3.12b. Sex on Parts and Survival Programs
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Dec 15, 2023 |
3.12a. Transference, Projection, Monkey-barring, Displacement
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Dec 11, 2023 |
Self-abandonment vs your best Spanksgiving
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Nov 22, 2023 |
3.11. Ten Destructive Responses that Set Off Trauma Defenses
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Nov 03, 2023 |
3.10. Chronic deprivation, self-sabotage, psychosomatic illness, and abuse dynamics
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Oct 20, 2023 |
3.9b Ending Deprivation and Rehabbing yer Brain with NonViolent Communication
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Sep 29, 2023 |
3.9a NonViolent (Effective) Communication
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Sep 15, 2023 |
3.8b. Shitpologies (AKA non-apology apologies)
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Sep 01, 2023 |
3.8a. The Key to Healing Relational Ruptures (and two people)
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Aug 16, 2023 |
Extra "survival Fs" to give in relationship; Fronting and Feigning
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Jul 27, 2023 |
3.7. Determining "Are they a good relational partner?" before committing
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Jul 15, 2023 |
3.6b Overcoming spiraling conflicts in trauma-impacted relationships
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Jun 16, 2023 |
3.6a. Lost love and authentic connection; the fragmented brain explanation
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Jun 05, 2023 |
3.5 Shadow parts vs. successful relationships | Internal VIT for healthy connections
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May 05, 2023 |
Special release | "Ah Hell Naw" Learned obstacles to forming close relationships
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Apr 21, 2023 |
3.4 Vulnerability, Intimacy, and Trust Issues in Relationship
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Apr 07, 2023 |
3.3. Subconscious Self-loathing
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Mar 10, 2023 |
Hardening versus Healing
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Feb 24, 2023 |
3.2. Healing self-contradicting brains with Internal Family Systems (IFS) Therapy
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Feb 10, 2023 |
3.1. Loneliness and Isolation in CPTSD
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Jan 25, 2023 |
2.12. Challenges of breaking the cycle | AKA - generational upset, NC, a new world
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Dec 20, 2022 |
2.11. Forming new lives | AKA - reintegration efforts for lasting change
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Dec 20, 2022 |
2.10. The resources needed for brain recovery | AKA - mediums for new perspectives
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Dec 20, 2022 |
2.9. Loss of functionality | AKA - overcompensation, collapse, resisilence not resistence
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Dec 20, 2022 |
2.8. Internal battles | AKA - healing your disintegrated brain
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Dec 20, 2022 |
2.7. Self-limiting modes of existence | AKA - life halting programs and parts battles
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Dec 20, 2022 |
2.6. Default Mode Network (DMN) | AKA - memory throwbacks, bodily disconnection, and sub-sensory fear
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Dec 20, 2022 |
2.5. Entrapment, defeat, suicidality, and relationships | AKA - it's not worth your whole life
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Dec 20, 2022 |
2.4. Filial obligation and family re-immersion | AKA - the family system trap
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Dec 20, 2022 |
2.3. “Perspective” | AKA - gaslighting, cognitive self-corruption, time distortions
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Dec 20, 2022 |
2.2. Retraumatization, backslides, and non-linear progress | AKA - current cult.ural triggerings
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Dec 20, 2022 |
2.1. “Not bad enough to be trauma” | AKA - the aftermath is what matters
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Dec 20, 2022 |
Intro to Season Two
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Dec 20, 2022 |
1.13. Recovery
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Jan 21, 2022 |
1.12. Loss of "Self," Learned Helplessness, and Executive Functioning
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Jan 13, 2022 |
1.11. Fawning, Anxious Attachment, and Enmeshment
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Jan 06, 2022 |
1.10. Family of Origin & Yer Brain Programming
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Dec 31, 2021 |
1.9. The Trauma Trap: Avoidance, Rigidity, and Trauma-Bubbles
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Dec 23, 2021 |
1.8. Losing Control of Your Brain: Triggers, Spirals, Addiction, Self-harm, Bad habits
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Dec 16, 2021 |
1.7. Anxiety, Obsession, and ADHD; The High Energy Hellscape
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Dec 08, 2021 |
1.6. Depression, Shame, Rumination; The Low Energy Gang
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Dec 06, 2021 |
1.5. Life-Numbing Dissociation
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Nov 24, 2021 |
1.4. Actually-Effective Therapy
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Nov 17, 2021 |
1.3b. Yer Life on CPTSD
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Nov 10, 2021 |
1.3a. Yer Brain on CPTSD
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Nov 01, 2021 |
1.2. What is Trauma? Brain Mechanism of PTSD
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Oct 24, 2021 |
1.1. Intro
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Oct 24, 2021 |