#AutisticAF Out Loud

By Johnny Profane (Knapp Âû)

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One Voice... Raw. Real. Fiercely Autistic.

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Episode Date
When "Kind" Words… Hurt: An Autistic Elder on Microaggressions
May 14, 2026
Family, God & Vodka Neat...? My Autistic Elder’s Truth
May 08, 2026
7 Autistic Decades. I'm Still Driven. What If I NEVER Get “There...”?
Feb 11, 2026
Autistic in a Sea of Faceless Ghosts… I Still Want to Remember You
Feb 04, 2026
This Autistic Elder Looks Back… without Shame
Jan 26, 2026
On Autistic Burnout: "Believe I'll Ch-Ch-Change... My Shirt"
Jan 16, 2026
"every clock is a handgun pointed at my head"
Jan 14, 2026
Autistic Elder on this Moment...? “Slouching toward Montauk”
Dec 31, 2025
Friends, Grief & Autism…? They say we have no feelings…
Dec 06, 2025
Family, School, Work? They created this autistic bad@$$.
Nov 24, 2025
Like Some Angel with a Dislocated Shoulder: Song for My Autistic Son
Nov 17, 2025
Family is complex for me. Autistic + ADHD... but Shameless.
Nov 07, 2025
Trump Brings Gaza War Crimes Home to US Autistics
Nov 05, 2025
LIVESTREAM: Trump Brings Gaza War Crimes Home to US Autistics
Nov 03, 2025
My Autism? Failing Upward to Burn Out? Or Succeeding Downward to...
Oct 31, 2025
RFKjr, Tylenol... Autism? Facts Ain't the Point
Oct 26, 2025
I saw... "Trump Disbands Congress." The Autistic Implications
Oct 21, 2025
LIVE: Urgent Trigger Warnings, Plus RFKjr & Autism…
Oct 16, 2025
That Autism Superpower Thing... Let's Blow the Whole F-&%ing Myth Up
Oct 02, 2025
Live Autistic Truth: "sneaking my mother's creepy g-d on high"
Sep 19, 2025
What They Didn’t Tell Me About My Autistic Body… That Remembers Everything
Sep 12, 2025
Live Autistic Truth: "Dancing Close to the Edge of the Noise"
Sep 09, 2025
Live Autistic Truth: "every clock is a handgun pointed at my head"
Sep 05, 2025
Someone said this knocked them sideways
Sep 02, 2025
Autistic Family & Other Mysteries, Live Spoken Word, 8/31/25
Aug 31, 2025
Live Spoken Word, "every clock is a handgun" — s05e07
Aug 30, 2025
Trigger Warnings 2: Not Everything's Funny: Colbert, Trump .. & Hiroshima
Jun 28, 2025
Doc, You Got Us All Wrong, Pts 1 & 2
Jun 19, 2025
Doc, You Got Us All Wrong, Pt 2: CBT...? Never Worked for Autistic Me
Jun 19, 2025
Doc? You Got Us All Wrong, Pt 1: Autistic Resilience
Jun 19, 2025
I need to talk with you about events beyond autism today
Jun 09, 2025
Living Autistic in Dangerous Times: Trump Labels 1 in 4 Families “Dire Threat”
Feb 24, 2025
Autism, Neurodiversity, 3 Poems... 3 Rando Manifestos
Feb 05, 2025
Autistic Spoken Word: Every Clock Is a Handgun
Oct 16, 2024
Podcast: Every Clock is a Handgun in My Autistic Time
Oct 05, 2024
One Autistic Voice: Escapin Up The Country
Apr 15, 2024
Actually Autistic? Whatever Doesn't Kill Your Unique Neurodivergent Ass… s4e3
Mar 01, 2024
Autism? It's a State of Being. NOT an Identity Group, s4e2
Feb 20, 2024
Slouching Toward Joy: My Best 6 Phases To An Actually Autistic Relief, s4e1
Feb 06, 2024
The Night this Autistic Adult Broke Free: An Autistic A.F. Halloween Tale, s3e8
Nov 07, 2023
Homeless & Autistic...? Pt 2 - Theo Schools Me in Actually Autistic Joy s3e7
Oct 11, 2023
Homeless & Autistic? Theo Taught Me Actually Autistic Joy in School s3E6
Oct 05, 2023
This Autistic’s Fantasy: So, He Asks about My History… What I told My Doctor, s3e5
Sep 30, 2023
“Calm Down!” Why is this the WORST Advice You Can Give an Autistic Person?”
Aug 28, 2023
"Neurodivergent Kiss: Autistic Fairytale... Or Fabulous Marriage?"
Aug 24, 2023
Authentic Autistic Life: 4 Short Stories Fearless, Joyful and Chaotic, s3e2
Mar 06, 2023
Love, Politics & Faking Normal: 3 New Autistic Myths s03e01
Jan 07, 2023
#AutisticRave: Group Processing Disorder. It's a Thing.
Sep 25, 2022
Imaginary Friends? This Autistic Kid's Bestie... Dissociation, Pt 1
Aug 31, 2022
#AutisticRave: Life after Diagnosis: Joy... and Horror.
Aug 18, 2022
#AutisticRave: #DisabilityTikTok, #DisabilityTwitter, and the Economy -s2e10
Aug 15, 2022
"Look Doc... You Just Don't GET #AutisticJoy"
Jun 26, 2022
Designing My Home Around Adult Autism: Pt. 2 - 7 Survival Principles
May 18, 2022
Designing My Home Around Autism: Pt. 1 – Making It Work for Me
May 13, 2022
Inside Autism & Eye Contact: How It Feels… How to Deal with the Terror s2e6
Apr 28, 2022
Fanning the Flames: #AutisticJoy in the Classroom - Intersectional Infinity Conference s02e05
Apr 03, 2022
Selective Mutism: I Have No Mouth. But I Must SCREAM… s2e4
Mar 27, 2022
Sh*tpost: The Whole ’It’s-Not-a-Disability-It’s-Society’ Myth… Sucks. s2e3
Feb 27, 2022
“The Cavalry Never Comes”: Sexual Assault & An Autistic Life, Pt. 2 s02e02
Feb 13, 2022
“Not Everyone Was My Friend”: Sexual Assault & An Autistic Life - s02e01
Jan 26, 2022
Confessions of an #AdultAutistic Anxiety Junkie - Stimming, Overload & Anxiety, Pt.3
Nov 27, 2021
Zen & the Autistic Art of the Stim: Stimming, Overload & Anxiety, Pt. 2
Nov 16, 2021
Autistic Stimming, Overload & Anxiety, Pt. 1: NOISE - A Spoken Song
Oct 24, 2021
How to Get Diagnosed #ActuallyAutistic... In Just 26 Years! S01E08
Oct 08, 2021
Autistic Shutdowns: Believe I‘ll Ch-Ch-Change My Shirt - A Spoken Song
Sep 29, 2021
#AutisticJoy, Orgasmic Learning... & Ecstasy
Sep 11, 2021
Comic Book Hero: Surviving Bullying - A Spoken Song - s2e6-Bonus
Aug 26, 2021
Autistic Masking as Performance Art - s1e6
Aug 21, 2021
Dear Autists: Forgiving Your Family? NOT a Cosmic Rule... s1e5
Aug 11, 2021
Podcast: Millennial Friends: You. Are. Right… Question EveryTHING.
Jul 29, 2021
Podcast: I’m Still Autistic. I STILL Fear Cops: One Year after Linden Cameron
Jul 19, 2021
S01E02: On #AutisticJoy, Personality & Being in the Flow…
Jul 05, 2021
Note to a Younger Autistic Friend, Episode 1
Jun 28, 2021