HEROIN: Delivered from Darkness—how Jesus delivered me from dope fiend to disciple 16+
By Laurie
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Recovering heroin addict prostitute who lived on skid row for a few years. Jesus Christ delivered me, changed my life and He has continued to set me free. When my friend Amy told me to start a podcast - I didn’t even know what a podcast was lol. I’ve been writing, editing and reediting my book ‘I’d Rather Be Dead Than Dope Sick’ for over ten years now. I need an ending, but every day brings something new. God is doing amazing things in my life and every day is an adventure!
| Episode | Date |
|---|---|
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Flat earth lol
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May 14, 2024 |
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Taking territory
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May 13, 2024 |
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Happy Mother’s Day oops
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May 13, 2024 |
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Methadone clinic divine appointment
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May 11, 2024 |
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Dying to self
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May 10, 2024 |
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On my way
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May 09, 2024 |
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Downtown Adventure
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May 07, 2024 |
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Friend in the hospital
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May 06, 2024 |
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Skid Row…
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May 05, 2024 |
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Second thoughts?
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May 03, 2024 |
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Covert narcissism
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May 02, 2024 |
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Farmers market, grocery outlet, post office lol
|
Apr 29, 2024 |
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Not in limbo anymore
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Apr 28, 2024 |
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Church, day off…
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Apr 27, 2024 |
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Mac Arthur Park outreach
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Apr 25, 2024 |
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All over the place lol
|
Apr 23, 2024 |
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Wow! Firemen lol
|
Apr 23, 2024 |
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Skid Row
|
Apr 20, 2024 |
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Conspiracy
|
Apr 19, 2024 |
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Junior went into DCD
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Apr 16, 2024 |
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Dentist again…
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Apr 15, 2024 |
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DCD
|
Apr 15, 2024 |
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Junior…
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Apr 11, 2024 |
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God is so good, I’m reflecting
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Apr 07, 2024 |
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Woohoo! 🙌🏼 God is awesome 👏🏼
|
Apr 06, 2024 |
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On my way to church
|
Apr 05, 2024 |
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Weekend rain…
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Mar 30, 2024 |
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Woohoo! 🙌🏼
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Mar 29, 2024 |
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Gave a book and prayed for a Muslim man!
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Mar 26, 2024 |
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Amazing weekend!
|
Mar 25, 2024 |
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Church night
|
Mar 23, 2024 |
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Great day
|
Mar 20, 2024 |
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Weekend skid row
|
Mar 18, 2024 |
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Methadone clinic
|
Mar 18, 2024 |
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Delafé Testimonies
|
Mar 14, 2024 |
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Mac Arthur Park
|
Mar 14, 2024 |
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Junior
|
Mar 13, 2024 |
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Preparation
|
Mar 13, 2024 |
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Oh man
|
Mar 12, 2024 |
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Wow! So grateful
|
Mar 08, 2024 |
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March 9
|
Mar 07, 2024 |
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Breaking the Chains: A Heroin Addict’s Journey to Freedom
|
Mar 06, 2024 |
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Awesome book signing
|
Mar 06, 2024 |
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Tomorrow is the big day!
|
Mar 02, 2024 |
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Head cold, but…
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Feb 28, 2024 |
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John Ramirez
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Feb 22, 2024 |
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2nd heaven
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Feb 16, 2024 |
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Refiners fire 🔥
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Feb 14, 2024 |
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Waaaa 😭 lol
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Feb 12, 2024 |
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Ugh 😩 attack
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Feb 10, 2024 |
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Methadone clinic
|
Jan 31, 2024 |
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Praise God
|
Jan 30, 2024 |
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Thank God
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Jan 27, 2024 |
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Thank You God
|
Jan 25, 2024 |
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Forgiveness
|
Jan 24, 2024 |
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Ugh. Oh Lord help me…
|
Jan 23, 2024 |
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Thank God it’s Friday!!!
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Jan 20, 2024 |
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Serious non stop warfare…
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Jan 19, 2024 |
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Wow…
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Jan 18, 2024 |
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Man. What a day!!!
|
Jan 17, 2024 |
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Do I still believe?
|
Jan 15, 2024 |
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Yesterday skid row…
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Jan 14, 2024 |
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Praise God!
|
Jan 10, 2024 |
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Busy weekend
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Jan 08, 2024 |
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Memories
|
Jan 05, 2024 |
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Spiritual warfare
|
Jan 04, 2024 |
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Starting the New Year
|
Jan 03, 2024 |
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Happy New Year!
|
Jan 01, 2024 |
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I belong to You Lord!
|
Dec 29, 2023 |
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Praise God
|
Dec 28, 2023 |
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God is always good.
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Dec 27, 2023 |
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Junior’s back on the street
|
Dec 26, 2023 |
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Merry Christmas!🎁
|
Dec 25, 2023 |
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Another podcast
|
Dec 23, 2023 |
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Woohoo 🙌🏼
|
Dec 23, 2023 |
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Another day
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Dec 22, 2023 |
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Awesome blessings!
|
Dec 20, 2023 |
|
Reflecting
|
Dec 17, 2023 |
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Adopt a Block
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Dec 16, 2023 |
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Dreamland!!! ❤️
|
Dec 16, 2023 |
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Awesome outreach last night!!!
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Dec 14, 2023 |
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Hallelujah! God is so good! Moving forward, book is just about ready to be printed!!!
|
Dec 13, 2023 |
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God is faithful!
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Dec 12, 2023 |
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Busy week, broke my front tooth
|
Dec 11, 2023 |
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December 8th?
|
Dec 11, 2023 |
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On my way to church
|
Dec 08, 2023 |
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Talked to Junior
|
Dec 06, 2023 |
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Skid row and weekend catch up
|
Dec 05, 2023 |
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December 2nd
|
Dec 05, 2023 |
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December 1st Obgyn appt
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Dec 01, 2023 |
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November 30th 2023
|
Nov 30, 2023 |
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More vision…
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Nov 28, 2023 |
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I didn’t get the memo lol
|
Nov 27, 2023 |
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Awesome day
|
Nov 25, 2023 |
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Happy Thanksgiving!
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Nov 23, 2023 |
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Fear of God
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Nov 22, 2023 |
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Homosexuality …
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Nov 18, 2023 |
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THANK GOD…
|
Nov 17, 2023 |
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Happy Tuesday
|
Nov 14, 2023 |
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Took a day off
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Nov 11, 2023 |
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Holiday
|
Nov 11, 2023 |
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Homeless camp
|
Nov 09, 2023 |
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Walking
|
Nov 08, 2023 |
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Skid row yesterday
|
Nov 05, 2023 |
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Oh Lord
|
Nov 04, 2023 |
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Walking home
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Nov 01, 2023 |
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Skid row
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Oct 29, 2023 |
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God is so good!
|
Oct 27, 2023 |
|
Demons vs
|
Oct 26, 2023 |
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Domino Revival
|
Oct 25, 2023 |
|
Yesterday’s podcast
|
Oct 25, 2023 |
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Forgot to post this last week
|
Oct 24, 2023 |
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A lot is happening, I’m so grateful!
|
Oct 19, 2023 |
|
Exciting and busy day
|
Oct 17, 2023 |
|
Excited 😊
|
Oct 13, 2023 |
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What a day lol
|
Oct 12, 2023 |
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Almost finished!
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Oct 10, 2023 |
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Getting ready for a new season
|
Oct 09, 2023 |
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New day!
|
Oct 06, 2023 |
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Lost my credit card
|
Oct 03, 2023 |
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Church was AWESOME 👏🏼
|
Oct 01, 2023 |
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Prayer walk, skid row
|
Oct 01, 2023 |
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Amazing day!
|
Sep 28, 2023 |
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AMAZING DAY!!!
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Sep 25, 2023 |
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Skid row yesterday
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Sep 25, 2023 |
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Healing ❤️🩹 the wounded soul
|
Sep 16, 2023 |
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What a week!!!
|
Sep 15, 2023 |
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New day
|
Sep 09, 2023 |
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September 7th, 2023
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Sep 08, 2023 |
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Amazing night!!!
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Sep 07, 2023 |
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What would YOU do?
|
Sep 06, 2023 |
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Skid Row yesterday
|
Sep 03, 2023 |
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HONESTY AND INTEGRITY
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Sep 03, 2023 |
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Yessss! Excited 😆
|
Aug 29, 2023 |
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Awesome day
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Aug 27, 2023 |
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Patricia King yesterday
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Aug 27, 2023 |
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Short blab about Junior and Amazon lol
|
Aug 27, 2023 |
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Volunteered
|
Aug 23, 2023 |
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Graduation
|
Aug 23, 2023 |
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Skid Row
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Aug 19, 2023 |
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Good day
|
Aug 18, 2023 |
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Continued from yesterday
|
Aug 16, 2023 |
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So grateful for time alone
|
Aug 15, 2023 |
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Busy weekend
|
Aug 14, 2023 |
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Struggling with sin
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Aug 12, 2023 |
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Junior’s doing amazing
|
Aug 10, 2023 |
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Great day - I filled out an application to volunteer at the Dream Center
|
Aug 09, 2023 |
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Junior’s new place
|
Aug 08, 2023 |
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No more skid row for Junior!
|
Aug 07, 2023 |
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Skid Row
|
Aug 06, 2023 |
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Junior’s doing well
|
Aug 04, 2023 |
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Book edit’s about Junior
|
Aug 01, 2023 |
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California will be saved concert
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Jul 31, 2023 |
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Dream Center backpack giveaway
|
Jul 29, 2023 |
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Junior is still on the street 🥺😢
|
Jul 27, 2023 |
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Junior called me
|
Jul 25, 2023 |
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Junior is MIA
|
Jul 24, 2023 |
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I turned in my manuscript!!!
|
Jul 19, 2023 |
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Busy week -
|
Jul 15, 2023 |
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Sound of Freedom
|
Jul 05, 2023 |
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Healing process
|
Jun 24, 2023 |
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Walking from the park
|
Jun 21, 2023 |
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Deliverance ministry
|
Jun 19, 2023 |
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God is awesome
|
Jun 15, 2023 |
|
Skid row
|
Jun 05, 2023 |
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Consider it pure joy my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds …
|
Jun 02, 2023 |
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Demons or alters?
|
May 30, 2023 |
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Me and Junior’s spiritual journey
|
May 22, 2023 |
|
Checking in
|
May 20, 2023 |
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Good report!!!
|
May 13, 2023 |
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Sick and tired
|
May 09, 2023 |
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Breakthrough after drama
|
May 07, 2023 |
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Marriage counseling
|
May 04, 2023 |
|
Junior and I
|
May 02, 2023 |
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Skid Row and Junior and I
|
Apr 29, 2023 |
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Pet peeves
|
Apr 29, 2023 |
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God is awesome
|
Apr 29, 2023 |
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San Diego
|
Apr 22, 2023 |
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Learning how to talk things out
|
Apr 17, 2023 |
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Norwalk Courthouse
|
Apr 16, 2023 |
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Relaxing and talking
|
Apr 10, 2023 |
|
Junior left DCD
|
Apr 09, 2023 |
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After church
|
Apr 03, 2023 |
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Skid row, The Game
|
Apr 02, 2023 |
|
Skid row
|
Mar 31, 2023 |
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Writing class coming along and random thoughts about giving
|
Mar 30, 2023 |
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The battle is real
|
Mar 29, 2023 |
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On 🔥 FIRE!!!
|
Mar 26, 2023 |
|
Skid row
|
Mar 25, 2023 |
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On my way to DC
|
Mar 25, 2023 |
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Bino is alive lol and he went with me to the Dream Center
|
Mar 24, 2023 |
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I have 90 days!
|
Mar 24, 2023 |
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Prayers for a friend and my book
|
Mar 22, 2023 |
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Walking to the tailor and downtown
|
Mar 22, 2023 |
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Walking to farmers market
|
Mar 22, 2023 |
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Jerame Nelson will be in Burbank
|
Mar 18, 2023 |
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I fall SO short ! 😔😒
|
Mar 16, 2023 |
|
Stressed a bit
|
Mar 14, 2023 |
|
Excited
|
Mar 10, 2023 |
|
I feel amazing!
|
Mar 08, 2023 |
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I’m HEALED!!!
|
Mar 06, 2023 |
|
Trust and believe
|
Mar 04, 2023 |
|
Feels like I’m coming apart
|
Mar 02, 2023 |
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Without faith …
|
Mar 01, 2023 |
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‘Reality’ or denial?
|
Mar 01, 2023 |
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I was wondering …
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Feb 28, 2023 |
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Crazy dream
|
Feb 27, 2023 |
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Sunday walk pondering
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Feb 26, 2023 |
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Sheesh brain overload
|
Feb 26, 2023 |
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Hepatologist
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Feb 25, 2023 |
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So … oncology visit
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Feb 24, 2023 |
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Praise report answered prayer
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Feb 23, 2023 |
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Faith
|
Feb 21, 2023 |
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My thoughts on …
|
Feb 20, 2023 |
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Am I too hard?
|
Feb 18, 2023 |
|
Junior didn’t call his brother
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Feb 18, 2023 |
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Junior threatened to leave
|
Feb 17, 2023 |
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Amazing book class …
|
Feb 16, 2023 |
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Reflecting
|
Feb 15, 2023 |
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Happy Valentine’s Day
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Feb 14, 2023 |
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Writing homework and ideas
|
Feb 14, 2023 |
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Opinions needed
|
Feb 12, 2023 |
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ER … but I’m fine
|
Feb 11, 2023 |
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Skid row Wednesday
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Feb 11, 2023 |
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So much going on right now …
|
Feb 11, 2023 |
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For real Junior doing a podcast with me from Dec. 27,2022
|
Feb 09, 2023 |
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Pride 😒 is an ugly thing
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Feb 06, 2023 |
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Spiritual warfare
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Feb 05, 2023 |
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Skid row
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Feb 05, 2023 |
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Praise God great news!!’
|
Feb 04, 2023 |
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Mac Arthur Park outreach
|
Feb 02, 2023 |
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Saw Junior at the DC, deep in thought
|
Feb 01, 2023 |
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January 13th 2022
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Jan 31, 2023 |
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Unpublished January 7th 2022 before episode: Boundaries 😁🙏🏼✝️
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Jan 31, 2023 |
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A little conspiracy stuff lol
|
Jan 31, 2023 |
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Message to me from Junior lol
|
Jan 29, 2023 |
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Skid row, adopt a block and church
|
Jan 29, 2023 |
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Methadone clinic and Dream Center
|
Jan 25, 2023 |
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January 24
|
Jan 25, 2023 |
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Great weekend
|
Jan 23, 2023 |
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Dale is alive!!!
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Jan 21, 2023 |
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Missing my best friend 🥺😢😭😭😭
|
Jan 21, 2023 |
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Junior and I can’t talk for a year? 🤷🏻♀️
|
Jan 18, 2023 |
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🙏🏼🥺😢
|
Jan 15, 2023 |
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On my way to church
|
Jan 13, 2023 |
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Walking to store
|
Jan 11, 2023 |
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Missing Junior 😭😭😭
|
Jan 11, 2023 |
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Methadone clinic
|
Jan 07, 2023 |
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Saw Junior at church last night
|
Jan 06, 2023 |
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Junior on this episode for more than a few minutes December 27, 2022
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Jan 06, 2023 |
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First day on my own again lol
|
Jan 06, 2023 |
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Junior made it to DCD!!!
|
Jan 05, 2023 |
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Doing an interview
|
Dec 20, 2022 |
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20 more days!
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Dec 15, 2022 |
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On the way to Skid Row
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Dec 12, 2022 |
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Jr & my story in a song by songfinch
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Dec 07, 2022 |
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Sorry it’s been so long!!!
|
Nov 29, 2022 |
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Junior had an episode and left the house without saying anything
|
Nov 05, 2022 |
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November 3rd
|
Nov 05, 2022 |
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I thought I posted this
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Nov 05, 2022 |
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I thought I posted this November 4th
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Nov 05, 2022 |
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Santa Monica
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Oct 29, 2022 |
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New format
|
Oct 29, 2022 |
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Methadone clinic
|
Oct 22, 2022 |
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Long time
|
Oct 21, 2022 |
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Busy week! Walking to church
|
Oct 15, 2022 |
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The Battle
|
Oct 09, 2022 |
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Little episode
|
Oct 06, 2022 |
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What a weekend!
|
Oct 03, 2022 |
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Sept. 25th-29th
|
Sep 29, 2022 |
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Skid row
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Sep 24, 2022 |
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Junior got kicked out
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Sep 22, 2022 |
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Crazy deliverance
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Sep 19, 2022 |
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Sept. 17-18, 2022 skid row
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Sep 18, 2022 |
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Wow one of my friends overdosed
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Sep 17, 2022 |
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Heaviness
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Sep 16, 2022 |
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Rough at first
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Sep 12, 2022 |
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Nice try Satan
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Sep 11, 2022 |
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Skid row
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Sep 10, 2022 |
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Junior and correction
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Sep 09, 2022 |
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Junior being a brat
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Sep 08, 2022 |
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Another overdose
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Sep 06, 2022 |
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Kim! Message
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Sep 05, 2022 |
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LA smells like 💩
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Sep 05, 2022 |
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Junior and I on a pass
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Sep 04, 2022 |
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On my way …
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Sep 04, 2022 |
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Skid row
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Sep 03, 2022 |
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Junior and his tattoos
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Sep 01, 2022 |
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Short quick one
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Aug 31, 2022 |
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Met an amazing young lady on skid row. This is from Saturday
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Aug 29, 2022 |
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Oops
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Aug 27, 2022 |
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Stumbling
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Aug 23, 2022 |
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Weekend
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Aug 22, 2022 |
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August 20, 2022
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Aug 22, 2022 |
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Wow!
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Aug 17, 2022 |
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Dying to self ugh
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Aug 16, 2022 |
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Awesome day! Skid row
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Aug 13, 2022 |
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Submitting to leadership
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Aug 11, 2022 |
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God is awesome
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Aug 10, 2022 |
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Church music
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Aug 05, 2022 |
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Random and Junior
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Aug 05, 2022 |
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Rebuke
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Aug 03, 2022 |
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Good but stressful weekend
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Aug 02, 2022 |
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Busy day
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Jul 29, 2022 |
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Irritation
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Jul 26, 2022 |
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Wow wow wow
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Jul 24, 2022 |
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Skid row
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Jul 23, 2022 |
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Junior! 😁
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Jul 22, 2022 |
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Omg!!!
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Jul 22, 2022 |
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Good stuff
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Jul 21, 2022 |
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Two friends from methadone clinic went to church last night
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Jul 19, 2022 |
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Preaching!
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Jul 17, 2022 |
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Skid row and methadone clinic!
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Jul 17, 2022 |
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Another episode
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Jul 15, 2022 |
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Catching up
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Jul 14, 2022 |
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Happy Sunday
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Jul 10, 2022 |
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Maybe I need to see the doctor
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Jul 08, 2022 |
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Drained
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Jul 08, 2022 |
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Awesome 👏🏼
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Jul 07, 2022 |
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HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!!! 🇺🇸✝️🇺🇸🙏🏼🇺🇸
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Jul 05, 2022 |
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May have to end this podcast
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Jul 03, 2022 |
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Junior called me to vent …
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Jul 01, 2022 |
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Junior is doing AMAZING 🥲
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Jun 30, 2022 |
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Staying at my mom’s
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Jun 28, 2022 |
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Help with anger
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Jun 26, 2022 |
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Been very busy!!!
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Jun 25, 2022 |
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Junior’s anger … Jesus is amazing 🥲
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Jun 24, 2022 |
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Whew …
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Jun 22, 2022 |
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End times …
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Jun 22, 2022 |
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Reflecting …
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Jun 22, 2022 |
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🥺🥲 I’m so grateful
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Jun 20, 2022 |
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All or nothing?
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Jun 20, 2022 |
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Happy Father’s Day! 💪🏼✝️🙏🏼😁
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Jun 19, 2022 |
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Weeping may endure for a night …
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Jun 18, 2022 |
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Looking at Junior
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Jun 17, 2022 |
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Drug Dream 😑😒
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Jun 16, 2022 |
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Bad dream
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Jun 15, 2022 |
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Just got off the phone with Junior!
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Jun 14, 2022 |
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Walking around the city …
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Jun 14, 2022 |
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Junior got kicked out of DCD
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Jun 14, 2022 |
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Yay! 🙌🏼😁
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Jun 12, 2022 |
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Church last night briefly saw Junior from a distance lol
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Jun 10, 2022 |
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Servants heart ♥️
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Jun 09, 2022 |
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Crime getting worse
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Jun 08, 2022 |
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Relief 😮💨
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Jun 07, 2022 |
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Junior made it to DCD - but not without opposition 😒
|
Jun 07, 2022 |
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Day 2 kicking
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Jun 06, 2022 |
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Junior kicking HARD
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Jun 05, 2022 |
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This is a great day!
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Jun 04, 2022 |
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Junior and I
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Jun 04, 2022 |
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Whom the Son sets FREE …
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Jun 03, 2022 |
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Getting ready for Junior to go to DCD Tuesday
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Jun 02, 2022 |
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Junior going to start kicking …
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Jun 02, 2022 |
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Psalm 91 Junior, me and my health
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Jun 01, 2022 |
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In bed again (CFS? Lupus? flare up) 😩😣😔
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May 31, 2022 |
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Real quick comment from last podcast
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May 31, 2022 |
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Met Junior by police station
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May 30, 2022 |
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THANK YOU FOR ALL THOSE WHO HAVE SERVED IN THE MILITARY!!! Happy Memorial Day - God bless you!!! 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸
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May 30, 2022 |
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Met Junior by the Methadone clinic
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May 29, 2022 |
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Skid row with Junior 😁💕
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May 28, 2022 |
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Sharing the gospel with Ron
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May 27, 2022 |
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Ron
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May 27, 2022 |
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Speaking life
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May 27, 2022 |
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Forgiveness 💕❤️
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May 27, 2022 |
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Ok here’s a situation with a female
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May 25, 2022 |
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Fear, anger, pride
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May 25, 2022 |
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Walking to the store … Police 👮♀️
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May 24, 2022 |
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Out and about
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May 24, 2022 |
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I love my man 😘💕♥️
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May 24, 2022 |
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Astral projection/travel part 2
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May 23, 2022 |
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Astral projection/travel part 1
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May 23, 2022 |
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Witchcraft
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May 23, 2022 |
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What’s wrong with me?
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May 23, 2022 |
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Junior on the bus
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May 22, 2022 |
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One last thing …
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May 22, 2022 |
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Continued …
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May 22, 2022 |
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Everything I love about Junior ♥️
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May 22, 2022 |
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God is so good!!! 😍
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May 21, 2022 |
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Junior’s back 🥰♥️💕
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May 20, 2022 |
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Crazy 😬
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May 19, 2022 |
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Meeting Ron
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May 18, 2022 |
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God is so FAITHFUL!!!
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May 18, 2022 |
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Dying a slow death
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May 17, 2022 |
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It’s a new day!
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May 13, 2022 |
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Sad 😞
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May 13, 2022 |
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Fear of abandonment
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May 12, 2022 |
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Self pity
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May 11, 2022 |
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Dying to self 😩
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May 09, 2022 |
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Ouch
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May 08, 2022 |
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Just call me ‘LOG EYE’ Matthew 7:1-5
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May 06, 2022 |
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Feeling so much better today!
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May 05, 2022 |
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Realizing my wrongs
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May 04, 2022 |
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I repent!
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May 04, 2022 |
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I’m a jerk!!!
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May 03, 2022 |
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Skid row experiences with Anthony
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May 01, 2022 |
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Long day …
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May 01, 2022 |
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Praise God!
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Apr 30, 2022 |
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Well …
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Apr 29, 2022 |
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So …
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Apr 28, 2022 |
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Podcast for Junior.
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Apr 27, 2022 |
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Thoughts …
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Apr 27, 2022 |
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Yay! My friend Anthony …
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Apr 26, 2022 |
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Thank you Lord.
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Apr 26, 2022 |
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I’m so sorry
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Apr 26, 2022 |
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Closure. And prayers.
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Apr 26, 2022 |
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This is getting old
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Apr 25, 2022 |
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Bino overdosed …
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Apr 25, 2022 |
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Junior HIV
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Apr 23, 2022 |
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Israel
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Apr 22, 2022 |
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Smoking Junior and me
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Apr 21, 2022 |
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Forgiveness
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Apr 20, 2022 |
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David?
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Apr 18, 2022 |
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Skid row car on fire 🔥
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Apr 17, 2022 |
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David, Heather at church today!
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Apr 17, 2022 |
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Busy weekend
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Apr 15, 2022 |
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David!!! Praise God!!! 🙏🏼✝️🤗
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Apr 15, 2022 |
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Game playing …?
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Apr 14, 2022 |
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Downtown
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Apr 13, 2022 |
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More self analysis
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Apr 12, 2022 |
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More searching
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Apr 12, 2022 |
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Struggling and learning more about myself
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Apr 11, 2022 |
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It’s over.
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Apr 11, 2022 |
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What to do …
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Apr 11, 2022 |
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I don’t even know
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Apr 10, 2022 |
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Narcissistic
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Apr 10, 2022 |
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Oh Lord 🥺
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Apr 08, 2022 |
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Kinda discombobulated
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Apr 07, 2022 |
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Mac Arthur Park
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Apr 05, 2022 |
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All hell broke loose
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Apr 04, 2022 |
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Witchcraft
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Apr 03, 2022 |
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Bad news HIV
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Apr 02, 2022 |
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Awesome night
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Apr 01, 2022 |
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Disassociation Identity Disorder
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Mar 31, 2022 |
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This is the day
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Mar 31, 2022 |
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Awesome day!!!
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Mar 31, 2022 |
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Message to Kim
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Mar 31, 2022 |
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March 29, 2022
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Mar 30, 2022 |
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Random homeless person
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Mar 29, 2022 |
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It is God’s GOODNESS
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Mar 29, 2022 |
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Man …
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Mar 29, 2022 |
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Bad choice.
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Mar 28, 2022 |
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Days of our lives
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Mar 28, 2022 |
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Few minutes
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Mar 27, 2022 |
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Drama last night
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Mar 26, 2022 |
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Honesty in recovery (and in life in general!)
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Mar 25, 2022 |
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Excited
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Mar 23, 2022 |
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Sharing insecurities
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Mar 23, 2022 |
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FIVE DEATHS IN A WEEK
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Mar 22, 2022 |
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I’m sick of seeing or hearing about people DYING FROM FENTANYL
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Mar 22, 2022 |
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I’m back! Lol
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Mar 22, 2022 |
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Boundaries
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Mar 18, 2022 |
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It’s not over til it’s over
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Mar 16, 2022 |
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Praising God in spite of Junior
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Mar 16, 2022 |
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MPD/DID
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Mar 15, 2022 |
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Starting a New Chapter
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Mar 15, 2022 |
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I guess we’re really done now?
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Mar 15, 2022 |
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Ugh 😑
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Mar 14, 2022 |
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Oh Lord … 🥺🥺🥺
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Mar 14, 2022 |
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Wow 🤩 what an awesome day
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Mar 12, 2022 |
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LOL Junior
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Mar 10, 2022 |
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Well that was short lived lol
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Mar 10, 2022 |
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Flesh vs spirit
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Mar 09, 2022 |
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Speaking the truth
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Mar 07, 2022 |
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It’s over for now. 🥺😩😒😔
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Mar 07, 2022 |
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Correction
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Mar 06, 2022 |
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Saturday skid row
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Mar 06, 2022 |
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Used to being disappointed
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Mar 04, 2022 |
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Breaking up?
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Mar 04, 2022 |
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Skid row, me, Junior and rejection
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Mar 02, 2022 |
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Spirit of rejection
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Mar 01, 2022 |
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Dreams …
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Mar 01, 2022 |
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Continued
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Feb 28, 2022 |
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Oh Lord. Junior.
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Feb 28, 2022 |
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Awesome day!!! 😁✝️🙏🏼♥️♥️♥️
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Feb 28, 2022 |
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What???
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Feb 26, 2022 |
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Quick side note
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Feb 25, 2022 |
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I screwed up
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Feb 25, 2022 |
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Taking a break …
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Feb 24, 2022 |
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🤬🥺🥴😩😒
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Feb 23, 2022 |
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God is still GOOD
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Feb 22, 2022 |
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Oh Lord, here we go again …
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Feb 22, 2022 |
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Praise God
|
Feb 21, 2022 |
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God is so …
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Feb 18, 2022 |
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Woohoo 🙌🏼 🥳
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Feb 18, 2022 |
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Kicking
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Feb 18, 2022 |
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Yay! DCD second time
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Feb 15, 2022 |
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It’s almost over …
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Feb 14, 2022 |
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Uphill battle
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Feb 11, 2022 |
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Faith
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Feb 09, 2022 |
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Help me Lord … insecurity and stress
|
Feb 05, 2022 |
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I’m done.
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Feb 03, 2022 |
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Ugh 😩
|
Feb 01, 2022 |
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Detox …
|
Feb 01, 2022 |
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Bus ministry
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Jan 23, 2022 |
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Wow.
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Jan 18, 2022 |
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Sharing at church
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Jan 16, 2022 |
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Skid row
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Jan 16, 2022 |
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DID Another day
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Jan 14, 2022 |
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And the beat goes on
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Jan 10, 2022 |
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Boundaries ☺️
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Jan 08, 2022 |
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What’s going on
|
Jan 03, 2022 |
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Short update
|
Jan 02, 2022 |
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Stepping outside of God’s will …
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Jan 01, 2022 |
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Hanging in there
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Dec 30, 2021 |
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Spiritual warfare and Junior in a program
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Dec 28, 2021 |
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Podcast from Dec. 25 is under ‘Junior Continued’
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Dec 25, 2021 |
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Junior continued
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Dec 23, 2021 |
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Skid row, church, discipleship
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Dec 15, 2021 |
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Jail court jail hospital
|
Dec 15, 2021 |
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Jumping off apartment building
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Dec 15, 2021 |
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Complete dysfunction
|
Dec 14, 2021 |
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Hollywood
|
Dec 07, 2021 |
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Gay and lesbian center
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Dec 06, 2021 |
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Shame … witchcraft … fentanyl
|
Dec 04, 2021 |
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Skid row and PCP
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Nov 30, 2021 |
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Why I don’t (or won’t) ‘Hang out’ with …
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Nov 24, 2021 |
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Another thought
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Nov 22, 2021 |
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Saturday skid, Sunday church adventure
|
Nov 21, 2021 |
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After shooting up regularly
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Nov 17, 2021 |
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It’s been a rough week lol
|
Nov 17, 2021 |
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Methadone clinic
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Nov 10, 2021 |
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Met a guy on the way to the BAART (Methadone) Clinic
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Nov 07, 2021 |
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Continued from last episode
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Nov 02, 2021 |
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Skid row, abscesses and church
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Oct 31, 2021 |
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Jail
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Oct 28, 2021 |
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First time in jail for drug possession
|
Oct 28, 2021 |
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Past life prostitution
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Oct 26, 2021 |
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Quick thought
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Oct 23, 2021 |
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Saturday skid row outreach
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Oct 23, 2021 |
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Thoughts about my son
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Oct 19, 2021 |
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When an abusive boyfriend put me in the hospital
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Oct 17, 2021 |
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Boosting, hustling first section and second half hospital
|
Oct 14, 2021 |
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Next time fixing
|
Oct 09, 2021 |
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Shooting up for the first time
|
Oct 06, 2021 |
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Question …
|
Oct 04, 2021 |
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P calling me telling me he shot dope
|
Oct 04, 2021 |
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Watching someone shoot up first time
|
Oct 04, 2021 |
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Thoughts before bed
|
Sep 30, 2021 |
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Smoking vs shooting dope
|
Sep 29, 2021 |
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Just wanted to say thanks 😊
|
Sep 29, 2021 |
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Meeting a heroin addict/hooker who later became a friend (second half)
|
Sep 29, 2021 |
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Trying to fall asleep
|
Sep 26, 2021 |
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Comments on last episode that I re-published (is that a word?) lol
|
Sep 26, 2021 |
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Rambling and venting: I unpublished this episode but now I’m publishing it again lol.
|
Sep 26, 2021 |
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Strung out for the first time
|
Sep 25, 2021 |
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Outreach
|
Sep 25, 2021 |
|
Meeting P
|
Sep 24, 2021 |
|
Leaving husband, son …
|
Sep 17, 2021 |
|
Correction regarding cancer diagnosis
|
Sep 17, 2021 |
|
My day …
|
Sep 17, 2021 |
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Stirred up the addiction monster …
|
Sep 17, 2021 |
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Part 2 opiates continued
|
Sep 17, 2021 |
|
Opiates continue …
|
Sep 16, 2021 |
|
Opiate addiction …
|
Sep 16, 2021 |
|
Sex trafficking ring?
|
Sep 15, 2021 |
|
First time I was offered money for sex
|
Sep 15, 2021 |
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Wanting to get an abortion
|
Sep 14, 2021 |
|
Pregnancy, marriage …
|
Sep 14, 2021 |
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Going to a 12 step meeting
|
Sep 13, 2021 |
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After getting shot …
|
Sep 10, 2021 |
|
Skid Row is NOT a good place to be
|
Sep 08, 2021 |
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Needle Exchange
|
Sep 07, 2021 |
|
‘Jump Out’ (police) on skid row
|
Sep 07, 2021 |
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After skid row
|
Sep 05, 2021 |
|
Saturday skid row
|
Sep 04, 2021 |
|
Getting shot with a .38 and given Demerol 😳
|
Sep 01, 2021 |
|
First time I ever tried heroin
|
Aug 30, 2021 |
|
Life of a recovering heroin addict
|
Aug 20, 2021 |
|
A little commentary
|
Aug 20, 2021 |
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Losing my virginity raped
|
Aug 18, 2021 |
|
Catholic school and cocaine
|
Aug 18, 2021 |
|
First time to ever see porn…
|
Aug 18, 2021 |
|
Short introduction
|
Aug 18, 2021 |
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Trailer
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Aug 16, 2021 |