I Tried to Be Straight

By Nate and Susie

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Welcome to the I Tried to Be Straight Podcast! We both grew up in Christian culture where being gay wasn't acceptable. After years of struggling with our sexualities, we both recently came out of the closet. We're here to unpack those journeys, and learn more about the struggle of accepting your sexuality in a culture where it's not ok to be gay. We're entering into the stories of others, digging into theology, learning more about gay culture, and trying to give you a little insight into just how hard it is to try to be straight.

Episode Date
No More Trying to Be Straight - Why We're Done Wrestling With Sexuality
Feb 05, 2026
I Was Afraid God Wouldn't Love Me If I Came Out Gay
Jan 22, 2026
The Megachurch Trying to Turn Gay People Straight - Bethel's Changed Movement
Jan 08, 2026
How Do We Show Christians that Being Gay is a Part of Us? - Gilbert Gonzalez Jr.
Nov 05, 2025
I Was Ministering to Others But Begging God to Change Me
Sep 04, 2025
Singer William Matthews - Why I Finally Had to Accept My Sexuality
Aug 14, 2025
I Survived Four Years of Conversion Therapy
Jul 31, 2025
At 24 His Book Started a Gay Christian Movement
Jul 17, 2025
I Was Forced to Come Out at My Christian College
Jun 26, 2025
Being Gay Is Nothing Like We Thought It’d Be - Justin/Empty Chairs & Cade
Jun 11, 2025
Can I Be In Gay Culture and Still Be a Christian? Brandan Robertson
May 29, 2025
Will Moving to NYC Help Me Embrace My Queerness?
May 15, 2025
Why a Catholic Therapist Couldn’t Believe Being Gay Was Wrong
Feb 06, 2025
Navigating the Gay Dating World - Can you be friends after dating?
Jan 30, 2025
Coming Out Challenged Our Faith - Why We Don't Let Go
Jan 23, 2025
Fighting to Give LGBTQ a Place in The Catholic Church
Jan 16, 2025
My Life Started When I Came Out - Fashion Influencer Jonathan Kirby
Jan 09, 2025
I Found Out I'm Gay But I've Been Married 10 Years. What Should I Do?
Dec 19, 2024
They Found Out I Was Gay - In That Instant, I Lost Everyone
Dec 12, 2024
Her Son’s Death Sparked a Movement Against Homophobia - Jane Clementi's Story
Dec 05, 2024
Can LGBTQ Rebuild Their Faith After Deconstructing?
Nov 21, 2024
How Do We Survive the Holidays After this Election?
Nov 10, 2024
Why I Chose Singleness As a Gay Man - Conor's Story
Nov 07, 2024
How Telling Alana’s Story Saved My Life - Simon Kent Fung
Oct 31, 2024
What Happens When You Put Gays and Cis-Het Christians in a Room Together for 3 Days?
Oct 24, 2024
Why a KC Chiefs Player Finally Came Out - Ryan O'Callahan
Oct 17, 2024
How Queer Christianity is Changing the Church - Brandan Robertson
Oct 10, 2024
How to Heal After Suppressing your Sexuality in The Church - With Sexologist Meg Cowan
Oct 03, 2024
How a Gay Man Became a Conversion Therapist
Sep 26, 2024
Season 2 Teaser - We're Back!
Sep 19, 2024
Finding Our Place in the Gay World as Christians - I Tried to Be Straight S1 Finale
Jul 18, 2024
I'm Gay and I Have a Deep Relationship with Jesus - Podcaster Melody Rachel
Jul 11, 2024
I Tried to Fast the Gay Away - The Pastor's Daughter
Jul 04, 2024
Worship Leader Comes Out and Gives it All Up - Rénald
Jun 27, 2024
Christian Grammy Nominee Exiled After Coming Out
Jun 20, 2024
How I Came Out to Myself - Mason's Story
Jun 13, 2024
Gay Christian Actor Comes Out and Loses Role - JJ Gerber
Jun 06, 2024
How to Heal from Religious Trauma as LGBTQ - Dr. Laura
May 30, 2024
Pastor Comes Out & Loses Her Job, but Keeps Her Faith - Brit Barron
May 23, 2024
Getting Outed as a Mega Church Pastor's Kid - Jonathan Merritt
May 16, 2024
I Was Rejected as a Priest Because I Was Gay - Cade's Story
May 09, 2024
Dealing With Anti-Gay Comments from Christians
May 02, 2024
Coming Out to My Family at 45 - Timm's Story
Apr 25, 2024
Evangelical Pastor Gives Up Everything to Accept LGBTQ - Brian Recker
Apr 18, 2024
I Didn't Know I Was Gay Until I Was 30! - Michelle's Story
Apr 11, 2024
Rev Dave - The Scottish Pastor Who Became Affirming
Apr 04, 2024
How a Conservative Mom Accepted Her Gay Child
Mar 28, 2024
Matt's Coming Out Story
Mar 21, 2024
The Pastor and Her Wife
Mar 14, 2024
Can You Be Christian and Gay?
Mar 07, 2024
Makenna: The Girl Nate Dated
Feb 29, 2024
Morgan's Coming Out Story
Feb 23, 2024
Nate and Susie's Worst Dating Stories + Gay Dating for Dummies
Feb 15, 2024
How I Reconciled My Faith and My Sexuality: Susie's Story
Feb 08, 2024
The Gay, Pastor's Kid: Nate's Story
Feb 01, 2024
Trailer
Jan 30, 2024