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Grief Is Not A Dirty Word is a weekly podcast that brings honest, real-world conversations about grief, loss, trauma, healing, and mental health into the light. Hosted by Nick Gaylord, the show creates a safe, compassionate space for anyone navigating the complicated emotions that come with losing a parent, partner, child, friend, relationship, or former version of themselves.
Originally launched as Our Dead Dads, the podcast has evolved into a broader mission: to normalize grief and break the stigma around talking about it. Nick explores every corner of the grieving experience — from anticipatory grief and sudden loss to complicated family dynamics, unresolved anger, identity shifts, and the invisible pain people carry long after the world assumes they’re “fine.”
Each episode features powerful, unfiltered stories from guests who have lived through loss and rebuilt their lives in deeply personal ways. Through conversations centered on resilience, vulnerability, courage, and connection, the podcast helps listeners understand that grief isn’t something to hide — it’s something that deserves space, honesty, and community.
Whether your grief is fresh or decades old, whether it’s tied to death or to a different kind of ending, this show will help you feel seen, supported, and less alone. If you’re looking for meaningful discussions about healing, emotional wellbeing, and the human experience — you’re in the right place.
New episodes every Tuesday.
Listen on all major podcast platforms or at griefisnotadirtyword.com.
Grief Is Not A Dirty Word — because every story matters, every emotion belongs, and healing begins when we speak the truth.
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Ambiguous Grief, Traumatic Brain Injury and Healing Through Loss with Andrew Davie - Episode 89
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Jul 15, 2026 |
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When Addiction Steals Your Child: Katie Rizzo's Journey Through Grief - Episode 88
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Jul 07, 2026 |
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Child Loss, Healing & The Mission Behind the Gabby Petito Foundation with Nichole & Jim Schmidt - Bonus Episode
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Jun 30, 2026 |
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Grief Beyond Death: Trauma, Divorce, Mental Health, and Healing with Dr. Gregory T. Obert - Episode 87
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Jun 23, 2026 |
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Grief, Guilt, Motherhood and Losing Both Parents Before 30 with Annie LaBeth - Episode 86
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Jun 09, 2026 |
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Suicide Grief, PTSD, Sexual Trauma and Finding Hope Again with Erika Shershun - Episode 85
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Jun 02, 2026 |
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Addiction, Overdose and Broken Heart Grief with Kym Hinchey - Episode 84
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May 28, 2026 |
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Healing After Sudden Loss, Survivor’s Guilt, and Grief with Lisa Spychalski - Episode 83
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May 19, 2026 |
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Hidden Suicide Loss, Lifelong Grief and Mental Health Healing with Lisa Sugarman - Episode 82
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May 12, 2026 |
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Grief, Anger, and the Loss of Stability in America Today with Mark Davis - Episode 81
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Apr 28, 2026 |
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What Grieving Parents Need After Child Loss and Sudden Death with Kelly Edmondson - Episode 80
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Apr 21, 2026 |
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Navigating Sudden Death, Widow Grief & Trauma Recovery with Lynn Stone - Episode 79
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Apr 14, 2026 |
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Sobriety, Identity, and Grief Recovery After Addiction with Faith C - Episode 78
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Apr 07, 2026 |
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Ambiguous Loss, Grief, Trauma, and True Crime with Michael & Alyssa McFarland - Episode 77
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Mar 31, 2026 |
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Grief, Healing, and Loss Reflections on a Milestone Podcast Journey with Nick Gaylord - Episode 76
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Mar 24, 2026 |
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Grief, Legacy, and Family Stories: Preserving Memory and Healing with Jeffrey Mason - Episode 75
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Mar 17, 2026 |
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Say The Weird Thing – Leaving Church Didn’t Heal My Grief, Finding Myself Did with Keya McClain - Episode 74
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Mar 11, 2026 |
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Grief, Resilience, and Healing After Spousal Loss with Barnaby Howarth - Episode 73
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Mar 03, 2026 |
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Silent Grief, Identity Crisis, and Emotional Healing with Terraine LeBeau - Episode 72
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Feb 24, 2026 |
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Childhood Grief, Bereavement Support, and Healing at Camp Good Mourning with Paul Rubin - Episode 71
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Feb 18, 2026 |
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How Listening to Your Own Story Can Heal Trauma, Grief, and Shame with Susie Delo - Episode 70
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Feb 10, 2026 |
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How Childhood Trauma and Domestic Violence Shape Grief with Susie Delo - Episode 69
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Feb 03, 2026 |
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Living With Grief, Chronic Illness, and Caregiving with Jacob Kendall - Episode 68
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Jan 20, 2026 |
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A Short PodFest Break, Community Growth, and the Bigger Picture with Nick Gaylord -
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Jan 13, 2026 |
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Trauma, Grief, and Survival: Healing After Sexual Assault and Loss with Lauren Heaton - Episode 67
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Jan 06, 2026 |
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Forgiveness After Murder, Trauma, and Grief Recovery with Scott Stewart - Episode 66
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Dec 23, 2025 |
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Widower Grief, Parenting Through Loss, and Thriving After Tragedy with AJ Coleman - Episode 65
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Dec 17, 2025 |
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Grief, Forgiveness, and Rewriting the Fatherhood Narrative After Loss with Dave Roberts - Episode 64
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Dec 09, 2025 |
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When Grief, Divorce, and Family Trauma Collide: Finding Strength and Recovery with Dan Adams - Episode 63
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Dec 02, 2025 |
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From Rock Bottom to Renewal: Grief Transformation and Abuse Recovery with Elissa Swihart (Part 2 of 2) - Episode 62
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Dec 02, 2025 |
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Domestic Violence, Hidden Trauma, and the Hard Road Through Grief with Elissa Swihart (Part 1 of 2) - Episode 62
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Dec 02, 2025 |
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Grief Lessons from Family Trauma, Sudden Loss, and Generational Pain with Heather Locklear - Episode 61
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Dec 02, 2025 |
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Grief Is Not A Dirty Word (Formerly OUR DEAD DADS) - Trailer
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Nov 18, 2025 |
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Taking a short break - but I'm not going anywhere!
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Aug 12, 2025 |
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Love, Grief, and Advocacy for Change: Honoring Gabby Petito with Joe & Tara Petito - Episode 60
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Aug 05, 2025 |
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Healing Through Grief, Estrangement, and Tragedy with Lisa Spychalski - Episode 59
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Jul 29, 2025 |
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Healing Grief Through Death Doulas and End-of-Life Care with Kacie Gikonyo - Episode 58
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Jul 22, 2025 |
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Finding Hope in Grief, Chronic Illness, and Loss of Parents with Dorothy Graham O’Dell - Episode 57
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Jul 15, 2025 |
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Turning Grief into Healing, Hope, and Creative Expression with Cleo Childs - Episode 56
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Jul 08, 2025 |
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Writing Through Grief: Hope, Healing, and Mother Loss with Chelsea Ohlemiller - Episode 55
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Jul 01, 2025 |
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Stillbirth grief, parental loss, and healing through writing with Michelle Rix - Episode 54
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Jun 24, 2025 |
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Grief, Healing, and Community at the Gabby Petito Foundation Event - Episode 53
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Jun 17, 2025 |
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Anticipatory Grief, Family Connection, and Memory-Making Tools with Devan Christian-Vermeer - Episode 52
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Jun 03, 2025 |
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Grief, Therapy, and Breaking Generational Silence: Transforming Pain into Purpose with Chris Tidrick - Episode 51
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May 27, 2025 |
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Childhood Loss, Grief Healing, and Hope After Sandy Hook with Scarlett Lewis - Episode 50
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May 20, 2025 |
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Turning Grief Into Motivation and Hope for Others with Scott Tavlin - Episode 49
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May 13, 2025 |
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Anticipatory Grief and the Long Goodbye: Coping with Loss, Pain, and Healing with Dr. Mary Ann Mercer - Episode 48
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May 06, 2025 |
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Coping with Cancer, Caregiving, and Grief Transformation with Vicki Goodman - Episode 47
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Apr 29, 2025 |
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Living with Grief, Child Loss, and Renewed Purpose Through Healing with Linda Henderson - Episode 46
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Apr 22, 2025 |
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Ambiguous Grief, Spiritual Signs, and Rebuilding After Loss with Kristina Driscoll - Episode 45
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Apr 15, 2025 |
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Child Loss, Addiction, and Resilience in Grief with Kathy Julien - Episode 44
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Apr 08, 2025 |
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The Silent Struggles of Estrangement and Grief Healing with Mary Fields - Episode 43
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Apr 01, 2025 |
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Love, Loss, and Resilience: Navigating Grief and Marriage Healing with Jocelyn Bates and Matthew Struck - Episode 42
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Mar 25, 2025 |
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Navigating Complicated Grief and Suicide Loss in Families with Matthew Struck - Episode 41
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Mar 18, 2025 |
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Bonus Re-release - When Everything Falls Apart: Jocelyn Bates’ Journey Through Grief and Healing
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Mar 14, 2025 |
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A Father’s Story: Taking on Alex Jones and Reclaiming The Truth about Sandy Hook with Robbie Parker - Episode 40
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Mar 11, 2025 |
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Finding Healing Through Grief, Forgiveness, and Spiritual Connection with Dave Roberts - Episode 39
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Mar 04, 2025 |
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Cancer Loss, Widowhood, and Rediscovering Joy Through Grief with Jason & Kirsten Clawson - Episode 38
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Feb 25, 2025 |
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Turning Grief into Advocacy and Healing with Nichole & Jim Schmidt - Episode 37
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Feb 17, 2025 |
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Facing Grief, Family Dysfunction, and Emotional Healing with Laura Bennett - Episode 36
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Feb 11, 2025 |
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Grief Education, Family Trauma, and Coping With Multiple Losses in Life with Moira Khan - Episode 35
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Feb 04, 2025 |
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Surviving the Death of a Child and Grandchild: Grief and Healing with Faith Sage - Episode 34
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Jan 28, 2025 |
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Remembering Grammy: Generational Love, Loss, and Healing Through Grief with Kim Gaylord - Episode 33.1
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Jan 21, 2025 |
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Transforming Trauma, Grief, and Loss into Healing Community Impact with Tony Lynch - Episode 33
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Jan 14, 2025 |
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Facing Childhood Trauma and Pancreatic Cancer Loss Grief with Courtney Moore - Episode 32
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Jan 07, 2025 |
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Grief, Family, and Holiday Memories: A Family & Friends Christmas Conversation - Episode 31
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Dec 24, 2024 |
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Grief Healing, Family Memories, and Christmas Reflections with Kim Gaylord - Episode 30
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Dec 20, 2024 |
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Navigating Grief, Regret, and Family Healing After Losing a Dad Young with John Gerst - Episode 29
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Dec 17, 2024 |
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Generational Grief, Family Healing, and the Ongoing Impact of Father Loss with Eric Piragnoli - Episode 28
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Dec 10, 2024 |
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Parenting Through Grief, Loss, and Healing After Death of Loved Ones with Kyle Jetsel - Episode 27
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Dec 03, 2024 |
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Coping with Grief, Career Burnout, and Life Transitions with Nicole Maitland - Episode 26
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Nov 26, 2024 |
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Domestic Violence Survival and Grief Recovery Journey with Mel Mosier - Episode 25
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Nov 19, 2024 |
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Coping with Child Loss and Finding Grief Support with Jason Tuttle - Episode 24
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Nov 12, 2024 |
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Healing After Unexpected Grief, Trauma, and Family Loss with James Brackin IV - Episode 23
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Nov 05, 2024 |
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Remembering Dad, Processing Grief, and Family Healing with Helene Krapf - Episode 22
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Oct 29, 2024 |
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021.1 - Moving Past Hurricane Milton
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Oct 15, 2024 |
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Surviving Father Loss and Understanding Complicated Grief with Annie LaBeth - Episode 21
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Oct 08, 2024 |
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How to Comfort the Bereaved: Grief Support, Healing, and Empathy with Mark Lucero - Episode 20
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Oct 01, 2024 |
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Grief, Nutrition, and Life Purpose Journey with Sean Christopher - Episode 19
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Sep 27, 2024 |
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Growing Up Without a Father and Living With Grief with Michael Graham - Episode 18
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Sep 24, 2024 |
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Healing Father-Daughter Grief and Finding Connection Through Storytelling with Yvonne Caputo - Episode 17
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Sep 17, 2024 |
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Coping with Father Loss, Complicated Grief, and Trauma Recovery with Jessica Parente - Episode 16
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Sep 10, 2024 |
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Grief, Trauma, and Remembering a Father’s Legacy with Leslie Kuny - Episode 15
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Sep 03, 2024 |
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Navigating Childhood Trauma and Generational Grief with Doug Beitz - Episode 14
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Aug 27, 2024 |
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Supporting Grieving Children and Families Through Bereavement Camps with Paul Rubin - Episode 13
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Aug 20, 2024 |
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Coping with COVID Grief and Double Parental Loss Journey with Jocelyn Bates - Episode 12
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Aug 13, 2024 |
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Finding Healing After Child Loss and Grief Recovery with Suzy Easterling Wood - Episode 11
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Aug 06, 2024 |
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Grief Healing, Childhood Memories, and Father Loss with Laura Cina - Episode 10
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Jul 30, 2024 |
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Childhood Abuse, Grief, and Healing with Melissa Armstrong - Episode 9
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Jul 23, 2024 |
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Exploring Grief, Healing, and Podcasting Lessons in The Hot Seat with Kim Gaylord - Episode 8.1
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Jul 19, 2024 |
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Grief, Anger, and the Journey to Peace with Colleen Coleman - Episode 8
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Jul 16, 2024 |
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Living with Loss, Faith, and Grief Resilience with Kevin Crater - Episode 7
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Jul 09, 2024 |
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006.1 - Website is LIVE!! A Walkthrough of OurDeadDads.com
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Jul 05, 2024 |
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Grief, Trauma, and Life Coaching for Healing with Nicki Critchett - Episode 6
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Jul 02, 2024 |
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Finding Strength in Grief and Loss Through Surrender with Kute Blackson - Episode 5
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Jun 28, 2024 |
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Marriage, Grief, and Family Bonds After Loss with Kim Gaylord - Episode 4
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Jun 25, 2024 |
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Understanding Grief, Forgiveness, and Emotional Recovery with Nick Gaylord - Episode 1
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Jun 18, 2024 |
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Grief, Family Bonds, and Healing with Jack, Joe, and Mike Gaylord - Episode 2
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Jun 18, 2024 |
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Father Loss, Divorce, and Grief Healing with Mike, Ed and Denis - Episode 3
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Jun 18, 2024 |
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000.3 - BONUS Podcast Update - Less than one month to go!
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May 31, 2024 |
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000.2 - Introduction - Who Am I and Why Am I Here?
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Apr 30, 2024 |
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000.1 - Trailer - Welcome to Our Dead Dads!
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Apr 25, 2024 |