Grief Is Not A Dirty Word

By Nick Gaylord

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Grief Is Not A Dirty Word is a weekly podcast that brings honest, real-world conversations about grief, loss, trauma, healing, and mental health into the light. Hosted by Nick Gaylord, the show creates a safe, compassionate space for anyone navigating the complicated emotions that come with losing a parent, partner, child, friend, relationship, or former version of themselves.


Originally launched as Our Dead Dads, the podcast has evolved into a broader mission: to normalize grief and break the stigma around talking about it. Nick explores every corner of the grieving experience — from anticipatory grief and sudden loss to complicated family dynamics, unresolved anger, identity shifts, and the invisible pain people carry long after the world assumes they’re “fine.”


Each episode features powerful, unfiltered stories from guests who have lived through loss and rebuilt their lives in deeply personal ways. Through conversations centered on resilience, vulnerability, courage, and connection, the podcast helps listeners understand that grief isn’t something to hide — it’s something that deserves space, honesty, and community.


Whether your grief is fresh or decades old, whether it’s tied to death or to a different kind of ending, this show will help you feel seen, supported, and less alone. If you’re looking for meaningful discussions about healing, emotional wellbeing, and the human experience — you’re in the right place.


New episodes every Tuesday.
Listen on all major podcast platforms or at griefisnotadirtyword.com.


Grief Is Not A Dirty Word — because every story matters, every emotion belongs, and healing begins when we speak the truth.




Episode Date
Ambiguous Grief, Traumatic Brain Injury and Healing Through Loss with Andrew Davie - Episode 89
Jul 15, 2026
When Addiction Steals Your Child: Katie Rizzo's Journey Through Grief - Episode 88
Jul 07, 2026
Child Loss, Healing & The Mission Behind the Gabby Petito Foundation with Nichole & Jim Schmidt - Bonus Episode
Jun 30, 2026
Grief Beyond Death: Trauma, Divorce, Mental Health, and Healing with Dr. Gregory T. Obert - Episode 87
Jun 23, 2026
Grief, Guilt, Motherhood and Losing Both Parents Before 30 with Annie LaBeth - Episode 86
Jun 09, 2026
Suicide Grief, PTSD, Sexual Trauma and Finding Hope Again with Erika Shershun - Episode 85
Jun 02, 2026
Addiction, Overdose and Broken Heart Grief with Kym Hinchey - Episode 84
May 28, 2026
Healing After Sudden Loss, Survivor’s Guilt, and Grief with Lisa Spychalski - Episode 83
May 19, 2026
Hidden Suicide Loss, Lifelong Grief and Mental Health Healing with Lisa Sugarman - Episode 82
May 12, 2026
Grief, Anger, and the Loss of Stability in America Today with Mark Davis - Episode 81
Apr 28, 2026
What Grieving Parents Need After Child Loss and Sudden Death with Kelly Edmondson - Episode 80
Apr 21, 2026
Navigating Sudden Death, Widow Grief & Trauma Recovery with Lynn Stone - Episode 79
Apr 14, 2026
Sobriety, Identity, and Grief Recovery After Addiction with Faith C - Episode 78
Apr 07, 2026
Ambiguous Loss, Grief, Trauma, and True Crime with Michael & Alyssa McFarland - Episode 77
Mar 31, 2026
Grief, Healing, and Loss Reflections on a Milestone Podcast Journey with Nick Gaylord - Episode 76
Mar 24, 2026
Grief, Legacy, and Family Stories: Preserving Memory and Healing with Jeffrey Mason - Episode 75
Mar 17, 2026
Say The Weird Thing – Leaving Church Didn’t Heal My Grief, Finding Myself Did with Keya McClain - Episode 74
Mar 11, 2026
Grief, Resilience, and Healing After Spousal Loss with Barnaby Howarth - Episode 73
Mar 03, 2026
Silent Grief, Identity Crisis, and Emotional Healing with Terraine LeBeau - Episode 72
Feb 24, 2026
Childhood Grief, Bereavement Support, and Healing at Camp Good Mourning with Paul Rubin - Episode 71
Feb 18, 2026
How Listening to Your Own Story Can Heal Trauma, Grief, and Shame with Susie Delo - Episode 70
Feb 10, 2026
How Childhood Trauma and Domestic Violence Shape Grief with Susie Delo - Episode 69
Feb 03, 2026
Living With Grief, Chronic Illness, and Caregiving with Jacob Kendall - Episode 68
Jan 20, 2026
A Short PodFest Break, Community Growth, and the Bigger Picture with Nick Gaylord -
Jan 13, 2026
Trauma, Grief, and Survival: Healing After Sexual Assault and Loss with Lauren Heaton - Episode 67
Jan 06, 2026
Forgiveness After Murder, Trauma, and Grief Recovery with Scott Stewart - Episode 66
Dec 23, 2025
Widower Grief, Parenting Through Loss, and Thriving After Tragedy with AJ Coleman - Episode 65
Dec 17, 2025
Grief, Forgiveness, and Rewriting the Fatherhood Narrative After Loss with Dave Roberts - Episode 64
Dec 09, 2025
When Grief, Divorce, and Family Trauma Collide: Finding Strength and Recovery with Dan Adams - Episode 63
Dec 02, 2025
From Rock Bottom to Renewal: Grief Transformation and Abuse Recovery with Elissa Swihart (Part 2 of 2) - Episode 62
Dec 02, 2025
Domestic Violence, Hidden Trauma, and the Hard Road Through Grief with Elissa Swihart (Part 1 of 2) - Episode 62
Dec 02, 2025
Grief Lessons from Family Trauma, Sudden Loss, and Generational Pain with Heather Locklear - Episode 61
Dec 02, 2025
Grief Is Not A Dirty Word (Formerly OUR DEAD DADS) - Trailer
Nov 18, 2025
Taking a short break - but I'm not going anywhere!
Aug 12, 2025
Love, Grief, and Advocacy for Change: Honoring Gabby Petito with Joe & Tara Petito - Episode 60
Aug 05, 2025
Healing Through Grief, Estrangement, and Tragedy with Lisa Spychalski - Episode 59
Jul 29, 2025
Healing Grief Through Death Doulas and End-of-Life Care with Kacie Gikonyo - Episode 58
Jul 22, 2025
Finding Hope in Grief, Chronic Illness, and Loss of Parents with Dorothy Graham O’Dell - Episode 57
Jul 15, 2025
Turning Grief into Healing, Hope, and Creative Expression with Cleo Childs - Episode 56
Jul 08, 2025
Writing Through Grief: Hope, Healing, and Mother Loss with Chelsea Ohlemiller - Episode 55
Jul 01, 2025
Stillbirth grief, parental loss, and healing through writing with Michelle Rix - Episode 54
Jun 24, 2025
Grief, Healing, and Community at the Gabby Petito Foundation Event - Episode 53
Jun 17, 2025
Anticipatory Grief, Family Connection, and Memory-Making Tools with Devan Christian-Vermeer - Episode 52
Jun 03, 2025
Grief, Therapy, and Breaking Generational Silence: Transforming Pain into Purpose with Chris Tidrick - Episode 51
May 27, 2025
Childhood Loss, Grief Healing, and Hope After Sandy Hook with Scarlett Lewis - Episode 50
May 20, 2025
Turning Grief Into Motivation and Hope for Others with Scott Tavlin - Episode 49
May 13, 2025
Anticipatory Grief and the Long Goodbye: Coping with Loss, Pain, and Healing with Dr. Mary Ann Mercer - Episode 48
May 06, 2025
Coping with Cancer, Caregiving, and Grief Transformation with Vicki Goodman - Episode 47
Apr 29, 2025
Living with Grief, Child Loss, and Renewed Purpose Through Healing with Linda Henderson - Episode 46
Apr 22, 2025
Ambiguous Grief, Spiritual Signs, and Rebuilding After Loss with Kristina Driscoll - Episode 45
Apr 15, 2025
Child Loss, Addiction, and Resilience in Grief with Kathy Julien - Episode 44
Apr 08, 2025
The Silent Struggles of Estrangement and Grief Healing with Mary Fields - Episode 43
Apr 01, 2025
Love, Loss, and Resilience: Navigating Grief and Marriage Healing with Jocelyn Bates and Matthew Struck - Episode 42
Mar 25, 2025
Navigating Complicated Grief and Suicide Loss in Families with Matthew Struck - Episode 41
Mar 18, 2025
Bonus Re-release - When Everything Falls Apart: Jocelyn Bates’ Journey Through Grief and Healing
Mar 14, 2025
A Father’s Story: Taking on Alex Jones and Reclaiming The Truth about Sandy Hook with Robbie Parker - Episode 40
Mar 11, 2025
Finding Healing Through Grief, Forgiveness, and Spiritual Connection with Dave Roberts - Episode 39
Mar 04, 2025
Cancer Loss, Widowhood, and Rediscovering Joy Through Grief with Jason & Kirsten Clawson - Episode 38
Feb 25, 2025
Turning Grief into Advocacy and Healing with Nichole & Jim Schmidt - Episode 37
Feb 17, 2025
Facing Grief, Family Dysfunction, and Emotional Healing with Laura Bennett - Episode 36
Feb 11, 2025
Grief Education, Family Trauma, and Coping With Multiple Losses in Life with Moira Khan - Episode 35
Feb 04, 2025
Surviving the Death of a Child and Grandchild: Grief and Healing with Faith Sage - Episode 34
Jan 28, 2025
Remembering Grammy: Generational Love, Loss, and Healing Through Grief with Kim Gaylord - Episode 33.1
Jan 21, 2025
Transforming Trauma, Grief, and Loss into Healing Community Impact with Tony Lynch - Episode 33
Jan 14, 2025
Facing Childhood Trauma and Pancreatic Cancer Loss Grief with Courtney Moore - Episode 32
Jan 07, 2025
Grief, Family, and Holiday Memories: A Family & Friends Christmas Conversation - Episode 31
Dec 24, 2024
Grief Healing, Family Memories, and Christmas Reflections with Kim Gaylord - Episode 30
Dec 20, 2024
Navigating Grief, Regret, and Family Healing After Losing a Dad Young with John Gerst - Episode 29
Dec 17, 2024
Generational Grief, Family Healing, and the Ongoing Impact of Father Loss with Eric Piragnoli - Episode 28
Dec 10, 2024
Parenting Through Grief, Loss, and Healing After Death of Loved Ones with Kyle Jetsel - Episode 27
Dec 03, 2024
Coping with Grief, Career Burnout, and Life Transitions with Nicole Maitland - Episode 26
Nov 26, 2024
Domestic Violence Survival and Grief Recovery Journey with Mel Mosier - Episode 25
Nov 19, 2024
Coping with Child Loss and Finding Grief Support with Jason Tuttle - Episode 24
Nov 12, 2024
Healing After Unexpected Grief, Trauma, and Family Loss with James Brackin IV - Episode 23
Nov 05, 2024
Remembering Dad, Processing Grief, and Family Healing with Helene Krapf - Episode 22
Oct 29, 2024
021.1 - Moving Past Hurricane Milton
Oct 15, 2024
Surviving Father Loss and Understanding Complicated Grief with Annie LaBeth - Episode 21
Oct 08, 2024
How to Comfort the Bereaved: Grief Support, Healing, and Empathy with Mark Lucero - Episode 20
Oct 01, 2024
Grief, Nutrition, and Life Purpose Journey with Sean Christopher - Episode 19
Sep 27, 2024
Growing Up Without a Father and Living With Grief with Michael Graham - Episode 18
Sep 24, 2024
Healing Father-Daughter Grief and Finding Connection Through Storytelling with Yvonne Caputo - Episode 17
Sep 17, 2024
Coping with Father Loss, Complicated Grief, and Trauma Recovery with Jessica Parente - Episode 16
Sep 10, 2024
Grief, Trauma, and Remembering a Father’s Legacy with Leslie Kuny - Episode 15
Sep 03, 2024
Navigating Childhood Trauma and Generational Grief with Doug Beitz - Episode 14
Aug 27, 2024
Supporting Grieving Children and Families Through Bereavement Camps with Paul Rubin - Episode 13
Aug 20, 2024
Coping with COVID Grief and Double Parental Loss Journey with Jocelyn Bates - Episode 12
Aug 13, 2024
Finding Healing After Child Loss and Grief Recovery with Suzy Easterling Wood - Episode 11
Aug 06, 2024
Grief Healing, Childhood Memories, and Father Loss with Laura Cina - Episode 10
Jul 30, 2024
Childhood Abuse, Grief, and Healing with Melissa Armstrong - Episode 9
Jul 23, 2024
Exploring Grief, Healing, and Podcasting Lessons in The Hot Seat with Kim Gaylord - Episode 8.1
Jul 19, 2024
Grief, Anger, and the Journey to Peace with Colleen Coleman - Episode 8
Jul 16, 2024
Living with Loss, Faith, and Grief Resilience with Kevin Crater - Episode 7
Jul 09, 2024
006.1 - Website is LIVE!! A Walkthrough of OurDeadDads.com
Jul 05, 2024
Grief, Trauma, and Life Coaching for Healing with Nicki Critchett - Episode 6
Jul 02, 2024
Finding Strength in Grief and Loss Through Surrender with Kute Blackson - Episode 5
Jun 28, 2024
Marriage, Grief, and Family Bonds After Loss with Kim Gaylord - Episode 4
Jun 25, 2024
Understanding Grief, Forgiveness, and Emotional Recovery with Nick Gaylord - Episode 1
Jun 18, 2024
Grief, Family Bonds, and Healing with Jack, Joe, and Mike Gaylord - Episode 2
Jun 18, 2024
Father Loss, Divorce, and Grief Healing with Mike, Ed and Denis - Episode 3
Jun 18, 2024
000.3 - BONUS Podcast Update - Less than one month to go!
May 31, 2024
000.2 - Introduction - Who Am I and Why Am I Here?
Apr 30, 2024
000.1 - Trailer - Welcome to Our Dead Dads!
Apr 25, 2024