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If you have ever wondered why you still don't feel free — even after you left, even after the therapy, even after you finally understood what happened to you — this show is for you.
The Transform into Wisdom Podcast is hosted by Mariam Kavai, PhD — a Certified Trauma-Informed Coach and Post Traumatic Growth Teacher who speaks from both sides of this journey: as a researcher and as someone who has walked this path herself.
This show exists for sensitive souls ready to heal from narcissistic relationships and dysfunctional families — beyond traditional therapy — and transform deep emotional wounds into wisdom, self-trust, emotional mastery, and lasting empowerment.
What makes this show different: most content stops at naming the pattern — the narcissist, the family dynamic, the cycle of abuse.
This one goes further.
Mariam blends neuroscience, nervous system research, and depth psychology with spirituality and lived truth — so you understand not just what happened, but what is happening in your brain and body right now, and exactly what it takes to come home to yourself.
Because understanding what happened to you is just the beginning.
Becoming who you were always meant to be — that is where this show lives.
Science meets soul. Healing meets evidence. This is Transform into Wisdom.
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26: Why Did I Stay with a Narcissist? Unmet Childhood Needs and the Promise of Love
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Jul 28, 2026 |
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25: Why Did I Fall for a Narcissist? The Sensitive Soul and The Soulmate from Hell
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Jul 14, 2026 |
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24: The Sensitive Soul and the Soulmate from Hell. The Making of a Toxic Relationship
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Jun 30, 2026 |
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23: Why Your Body Won't Let You Heal: Narcissistic Abuse, Trauma & Your Nervous System
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Jun 09, 2026 |
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22: Part 2 What Actually Heals Narcissistic Abuse? Why Understanding the Abuse Isn't the Same as Healing the Wound
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May 26, 2026 |
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21: What Actually Heals Narcissistic Abuse? Why Understanding the Abuse Isn't the Same as Healing the Wound
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May 12, 2026 |
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20: Running on Empty: The Burnout That Forced Me to Change
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Apr 28, 2026 |
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19: Running on Empty. Transform into Wisdom Podcast is on a break
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Nov 10, 2025 |
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18: (Part 2) 71 Years in the Making: Valerie’s Journey from Trauma to Healing
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Sep 23, 2025 |
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17: 71 Years in the Making: Valerie’s Journey from Trauma to Healing
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Sep 09, 2025 |
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16: From Surviving to Thriving. The Missing Link in True Emotional Abuse Recovery
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Aug 26, 2025 |
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15: How to Reclaim Your Reality After Emotional Abuse
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Aug 12, 2025 |
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14: When the Truth Hurts: Healing the Confusion That Gaslighting Left Behind
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Jul 29, 2025 |
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13: How a Narcissistic Father Distorts His Daughter’s Reality and the Cognitive Dissonance She Carries into Adulthood
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Jul 15, 2025 |
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12: The Invisible Scars of Growing Up with a Narcissistic Father
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Jul 08, 2025 |
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11: Part 3 — What Daughters of Narcissistic Fathers Need to Know
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Jun 24, 2025 |
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10: Part 2 — What Daughters of Narcissistic Fathers Need to Know
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Jun 17, 2025 |
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9: What Daughters of Narcissistic Fathers Need to Know Part 1
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Jun 10, 2025 |
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8: The Toxic Family Patterns That Hurt Sensitive Souls the Most
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Jun 01, 2025 |
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7: What Kind of Dysfunctional Family Did You Grow Up In?
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May 18, 2025 |
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6: Unpacking the Emotional Price of a Dysfunctional Childhood
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May 06, 2025 |
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5: Recognizing the Hidden Signs You Grew Up in a Dysfunctional Family
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Apr 29, 2025 |
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4: When Life Falls Apart: The Hidden Wisdom in Loss and Destruction
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Apr 15, 2025 |
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3: Why Everything Had to Fall Apart: We're Broken Before We're Reborn
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Apr 08, 2025 |
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1: The Night I Broke Free. My Painful Spiritual Awakening Experience
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Mar 29, 2025 |
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2: The Big Question Sensitive Souls Who Experienced Emotional Abuse Ask Themselves
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Mar 29, 2025 |
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0: What’s the Transform into Wisdom Podcast All About?
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Jan 10, 2025 |