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Life, without the highlight reel.

Episode Date
378. Stop Expecting You From Other People
May 16, 2026
377. I Said “This Is the Last Time” Again
May 15, 2026
376. The Life You’re Living. Is It Even Yours?
May 14, 2026
375. What If It’s Not That Serious?
May 13, 2026
**374. Why Do We Only Value Things After We Lose Them?
May 12, 2026
373. What If It Could’ve Been So Much Worse?
May 11, 2026
372. The Story You Believe Is Becoming Your Life
May 10, 2026
371. The Morning After I Break My Own Promises
May 09, 2026
**370. I Lost Everything Today
May 08, 2026
369. You Don’t Need to “Make It” to Be Enough
May 07, 2026
368. The Habit You Keep Is the Life You Get
May 06, 2026
*367. Nothing Changes Until You Do
May 05, 2026
366. Blink and Another Year Is Gone
May 05, 2026
365. When “Making It” Doesn’t Feel Like Enough
May 04, 2026
364. Letting the Moment Be Enough
May 03, 2026
363. Only If
May 01, 2026
362. Consistency, Even When It Feels Pointless
Apr 30, 2026
361. What Is Enough?
Apr 29, 2026
360. Nothing to Rush Toward
Apr 28, 2026
359. If Nothing Changes, Nothing Changes
Apr 27, 2026
**358. One of Those Days Where You Just Want to Quit
Apr 26, 2026
357. What If You Just Lived Today a Little Slower
Apr 25, 2026
**356. A Strange Wake Up Call
Apr 24, 2026
*355. I Keep Breaking Promises to Myself
Apr 23, 2026
**354. Easy Now or Hard Later
Apr 23, 2026
353. You Don’t Have As Much Time As You Think
Apr 21, 2026
352. You Already Got the Second Chance
Apr 20, 2026
351. Hold On Just A Little Longer
Apr 19, 2026
**350. You Wanted This Once
Apr 18, 2026
349. Everything Counts
Apr 17, 2026
348. Learning To Be Okay With What I Have
Apr 16, 2026
347. What If Everything Works Out?
Apr 15, 2026
346. Why Breaking Old Habits Is So Hard
Apr 14, 2026
345. The Moment You Almost Gave In
Apr 13, 2026
344. The Battle Between Easy Pleasure and Discipline
Apr 12, 2026
343. Chasing the Next Thing
Apr 11, 2026
342. The Things You Can’t Stop Replaying in Your Head
Apr 10, 2026
341. Learning to Want What I Already Have
Apr 09, 2026
340. When the World Is Quiet and Your Mind Isn’t
Apr 08, 2026
*339. The Days That Break You Make You Stronger
Apr 07, 2026
338. The Moment Where You Either Quit or Go
Apr 06, 2026
337. Maybe It Was Never About Those Things
Apr 05, 2026
336. The Messy Apartment Morning
Apr 04, 2026
335. The Storm Days
Apr 03, 2026
*334. 3:47 AM Thoughts
Apr 02, 2026
333. Letting Go
Apr 01, 2026
332. Waiting to Be Ready
Mar 31, 2026
331. Fighting the Old Me
Mar 30, 2026
*330. When You Feel Like Quitting
Mar 29, 2026
329. Not Where I Thought I’d Be
Mar 28, 2026
*328. Rewrite the Recipe
Mar 27, 2026
327. I’ll Do It Tomorrow.
Mar 26, 2026
326. Trying Again Tomorrow
Mar 25, 2026
325. The Fear of Going All the Way
Mar 24, 2026
324. Choose Faith Over Fear
Mar 23, 2026
323. Close the Tab
Mar 22, 2026
*322. Comfort Is Killing You
Mar 21, 2026
321. The Pain of Not Taking the Shot
Mar 20, 2026
**320. Letting Go of What Was Never Mine
Mar 19, 2026
319
Mar 19, 2026
318. Into the Unknown
Mar 17, 2026
317. The Quiet Grind
Mar 16, 2026
316. The Sun Still Rises
Mar 15, 2026
315. What You Choose to See
Mar 14, 2026
314. You Can’t Walk Out of Your Own Story
Mar 13, 2026
*313. The Stray Cat and The Things I Already Have
Mar 12, 2026
312. The Hourglass on My Wrist
Mar 11, 2026
**311. Stop Forcing It
Mar 10, 2026
310. Hang On, The Storm Won’t Last Forever
Mar 09, 2026
309. What Are You So Afraid Of?
Mar 08, 2026
308. Delete the Old Version of You
Mar 07, 2026
307. Play the Next Hand
Mar 06, 2026
*306. Pleasure
Mar 05, 2026
305. Who Am I Trying to Impress?
Mar 04, 2026
304. Trust the Season You’re In
Mar 03, 2026
303. Zooming Out
Mar 02, 2026
302. Learning to Be Present
Mar 01, 2026
301. Left It to Chance
Feb 28, 2026
300. Unchosen Suffering
Feb 27, 2026
299. The Will to Walk Away
Feb 26, 2026
298. You’re Already Enough
Feb 25, 2026
297. Learning How to Lose
Feb 24, 2026
296. The Prison I Built for Myself
Feb 23, 2026
295. Showing Up on Empty
Feb 22, 2026
294. The Feeling That Something’s Missing
Feb 21, 2026
293. Some Things Don’t Work Out for a Reason
Feb 20, 2026
292. Fear Is Smaller Than It Looks
Feb 19, 2026
*291. One Life, That’s It
Feb 18, 2026
*290. Doing the Thing Anyway
Feb 17, 2026
289. Learning to Be at Peace With Where I Am
Feb 16, 2026
288. When the Easy Voice Shows Up
Feb 15, 2026
287. Maybe This Is Exactly Where I’m Supposed to Be
Feb 14, 2026
286. Show Them Love While You Still Can
Feb 13, 2026
285. to Take Leap Forward, I Have to Leave a Few Things Behind
Feb 12, 2026
**284. “I’ll Do It When It Feels Right”
Feb 11, 2026
283. You’ll Never Be a Loser If You Don’t Quit
Feb 10, 2026
282. What If Is Slowly Killing Me
Feb 09, 2026
281. Living Through Things That Haven’t Happened
Feb 08, 2026
280. Who I Am Without the Backup Plan
Feb 07, 2026
279. Ice Cream for Breakfast
Feb 06, 2026
278. The Day I Was Afraid Of (Wasn’t That Bad)
Feb 05, 2026
*277. The Life I Didn’t Live
Feb 04, 2026
276. Perspective Changed Everything
Feb 03, 2026
275. Hope, Even When Nothing Else Makes Sense
Feb 02, 2026
**274. Unchosen Suffering
Feb 01, 2026
273. One of Those Days
Jan 31, 2026
272. When Reality Doesn’t Match the Story in Your Head
Jan 30, 2026
271. There’s Always a Next Problem
Jan 29, 2026
270. Letting Go of What I Can’t Control
Jan 28, 2026
269. Letting Go of Other People’s Expectations
Jan 27, 2026
*268. Even When Nothing Makes Sense
Jan 26, 2026
267. This Was Never Meant to Be Perfect
Jan 26, 2026
266. When Someone Finally Listens
Jan 25, 2026
265. Breaking the Cycle
Jan 23, 2026
264. If Not Now, Then When?
Jan 22, 2026
*263. I Tied My Worth to Results
Jan 21, 2026
262. When the Old Me Would’ve Given Up
Jan 20, 2026
261. Learning to Be Enough Without Proof
Jan 19, 2026
260. A Good Movie Needs Struggle
Jan 18, 2026
259. You’ll Never Feel Ready
Jan 17, 2026
258. Permission to Rest
Jan 16, 2026
257. I Lied to Myself
Jan 15, 2026
256. Still Stuck in the Past
Jan 14, 2026
255. Square One
Jan 13, 2026
254. Looking Back at Who I Was
Jan 12, 2026
*253. Feeling Everything, Still Living
Jan 11, 2026
252. Producing Through the Doubt
Jan 10, 2026
251. Walking Without a Map
Jan 09, 2026
250. After the Show Ends
Jan 08, 2026
**249. Don’t Skip the Boring Episodes
Jan 07, 2026
248. Why I Still Feel Empty
Jan 07, 2026
247. One Out of 400 Trillion
Jan 05, 2026
246. Finding Comfort in the Hard Times
Jan 04, 2026
*245. Doing More Than Just a Job
Jan 03, 2026
244. Being at War With Myself
Jan 02, 2026
243. Learning the Cost of Always Saying Yes
Jan 01, 2026
242. A Moment That Put Everything Into Perspective
Dec 31, 2025
241. The Habits We Keep
Dec 30, 2025
240. A Quiet Morning
Dec 29, 2025
239. The Same Road Again
Dec 28, 2025
238. When There’s Nothing to Say
Dec 27, 2025
237. Still Chasing the Next Thing
Dec 26, 2025
236. Showing Up Anyway
Dec 25, 2025
235. Wishing the Day Away
Dec 24, 2025
234. Just Another Day
Dec 23, 2025
233. You’d Still Feel the Same Somewhere Else
Dec 22, 2025
232. I Can’t Let This Go
Dec 22, 2025
231. When Time Starts to Scare You
Dec 21, 2025
230. Before They’re Gone
Dec 20, 2025
229. Some Days I Don’t Know Who I’m Becoming
Dec 18, 2025
228. Letting Go of What I Can’t Hold
Dec 17, 2025
227. What Am I Even Doing?
Dec 16, 2025
226. Learning to Let the Past Be the Past
Dec 15, 2025
*225. The Need to Be Accepted
Dec 14, 2025
224. Learning How Uncomfortable Growth Is
Dec 13, 2025
223. Learning to Go With the Flow
Dec 12, 2025
*222. Surrendering Control (Without Giving Up)
Dec 12, 2025
221. This Wasn’t Rock Bottom. It Just Felt Like It
Dec 11, 2025
220. When Getting Up Feels Impossible
Dec 10, 2025
219. The Days That Quietly Slip By
Dec 09, 2025
218. I Think I’ve Been Trying Too Hard
Dec 07, 2025
217. I Didn’t Want to Get Up Today
Dec 07, 2025
216. I’m Tired of Being Afraid
Dec 02, 2025
215. Learning to Be Myself Again
Dec 01, 2025
214. An Apology to Myself
Nov 30, 2025
213. Back Here Again
Nov 29, 2025
212. The Hardest Person to Love
Nov 24, 2025
211. Learning to Live Like a Dog
Nov 23, 2025
210. Living the Days You’ll One Day Miss
Nov 22, 2025
* 209. The Happiness I Kept Missing
Nov 22, 2025
208. No More What-Ifs
Nov 21, 2025
** 207. When Life Doesn’t Go as Planned
Nov 20, 2025
* 206. Learning to Loosen My Grip
Nov 19, 2025
* 205. The Moment Everything Shifted
Nov 18, 2025
204. The Moment I Didn’t See Coming
Nov 18, 2025
203. Why the Things I Want Scare Me the Most
Nov 15, 2025
202. Learning to Sit With Myself
Nov 14, 2025
201. Learning to Live a Little
Nov 14, 2025
200. Maybe Life Isn’t Supposed to Be This Serious
Nov 13, 2025
199. If Nothing Changes
Nov 09, 2025
198. Nothing
Nov 08, 2025
197. The Morning After It All Fell Apart
Nov 07, 2025
196. Starting Over… Again
Nov 06, 2025
195. The Climb That Never Ends
Nov 05, 2025
*194. What If This Is Already Enough
Nov 04, 2025
193. High-Fiving Myself
Nov 04, 2025
*192. Let It All Go
Nov 02, 2025
191. The One I Couldn’t Walk Up To
Nov 01, 2025
190. What If You’re Already Enough?
Nov 01, 2025
189. Let It Be What It’ll Be
Nov 01, 2025
188. I Don’t Want to Go Back to Who I Was
Oct 30, 2025
187. When It Feels Easier to Stay in Bed
Oct 29, 2025
186. It’s Okay to Rest
Oct 27, 2025
*185. What Forrest Gump Taught Me About Life
Oct 27, 2025
184. Learning to Slow Down
Oct 27, 2025
183. You’ll Never Feel Ready
Oct 27, 2025
182. Trying to Find Myself Again
Oct 27, 2025
181. Picking Myself Up Again
Oct 27, 2025
180. When Everything Falls Apart Again
Oct 27, 2025
179. Learning to Sit with the Mess
Oct 27, 2025
178. Finding Peace in the Slow Days
Oct 22, 2025
177. Living with the What Ifs
Oct 22, 2025
176. The Life I Never Planned
Oct 22, 2025
175. Couldn’t even say hi
Oct 21, 2025
174. You’re Not Behind in Life
Oct 20, 2025
173. Learning to Let Life Be What It Is
Oct 19, 2025
**172. What If Happiness Was Already Here
Oct 19, 2025
171. When It Feels Like Everything’s Falling Apart Again
Oct 17, 2025
*170. When You Feel Like Everyone’s Ahead of You
Oct 16, 2025
169. Chasing Happiness or Finding Peace
Oct 15, 2025
*168. Grateful to Still Be Here
Oct 15, 2025
167. Learning to Let Go of What’s Not Meant for Me
Oct 14, 2025
166. Trying to Trust That It’ll All Work Out
Oct 12, 2025
165. I’m Just Tired, but I’m Still Trying
Oct 12, 2025
164. I’ll Get There When I Get There.
Oct 12, 2025
163. Still Slipping, Still Trying
Oct 11, 2025
162. I Messed Up Again
Oct 11, 2025
161. San Francisco Trip: Real Friends Don’t Need Big Words
Oct 11, 2025
160. San Francisco Trip: First Real Vacation with Friends
Oct 11, 2025
159. San Francisco Trip: The Beauty in the Middle
Oct 10, 2025
158. Just Get Off the Couch
Oct 05, 2025
157. When Fear Wins Again
Oct 05, 2025
156. Do I Love Myself Enough to Let Go?
Oct 04, 2025
*155. I Refuse to Go Back
Oct 03, 2025
154. I’m cooked all over again
Oct 02, 2025
153. Living the Dream I Once Prayed For
Oct 02, 2025
*152. Learning to See the Good While Feeling Lost
Oct 01, 2025
151. The Weight of Mistakes and What They Teach
Sep 30, 2025
150. Fighting the Urge to Numb Out
Sep 30, 2025
149. Finding Peace in the Ordinary&
Sep 29, 2025
148. The Good Old Days Are Happening Right Now
Sep 27, 2025
147. A Reminder: You’re a Miracle
Sep 26, 2025
*146. Learning to Drop the Heavy Bag
Sep 25, 2025
145. No Second Chance, Just This One Life
Sep 25, 2025
144. Two Choices: Stay Down or Show Up
Sep 23, 2025
143. The Weight of Not Feeling Enough
Sep 23, 2025
142. Searching for Purpose in the Quiet
Sep 22, 2025
141. Accepting What’s Not Meant for You
Sep 19, 2025
140. When Getting Off the Couch Feels Impossible
Sep 18, 2025
139. Even Now, I’m Grateful
Sep 17, 2025
138. I’m done playing it safe
Sep 16, 2025
137. One more drink wouldn’t hurt
Sep 16, 2025
*136. Stop and Smell the Roses
Sep 15, 2025
135. I’m tired of being me
Sep 14, 2025
*134: If It’s Not Gonna Kill You, Just Do It
Sep 12, 2025
133. Grateful for Another Day
Sep 11, 2025
132. Learning to Let Go: Living a Little Lighter
Sep 11, 2025
131. What If Life Is Just Like a Video Game?
Sep 06, 2025
130. Face It Anyway
Sep 05, 2025
129. What If This Is Your Final Test?
Sep 03, 2025
**128. Taking the Longer Road
Sep 02, 2025
*127. Montana Trip: Learning to Slow Down
Sep 01, 2025
126. Montana Trip: Falling Back Into Feeling Lost Again
Aug 28, 2025
125. Montana Trip: Joy in the Process
Aug 28, 2025
124. Montana Trip: Finding My Way
Aug 27, 2025
123. Montana Trip: Take the Leap
Aug 27, 2025
122. Showing Up When It’s Hard
Aug 20, 2025
121. Climbing Back Up: Turning Setbacks into Second Chances
Aug 20, 2025
120. No One’s Coming: Being Your Own Rescue
Aug 19, 2025
119. Picking Up the Pieces Together
Aug 14, 2025
118. I got no one to blame but me
Aug 12, 2025
*117. Trust
Aug 12, 2025
116. The wait
Aug 11, 2025
115. Letting Go: Releasing What We Can’t Control and Finding Our Own Pace
Aug 09, 2025
114. What’s Meant for You Will Find You — If You Let It
Jul 23, 2025
113. Always Somewhere Else
Jul 20, 2025
112. Let the Flower Grow
Jul 16, 2025
111. Trusting the Journey: Embracing the Process of Growth
Jul 14, 2025
110. When Yesterday Ruins Today
Jul 12, 2025
109. You Know… Maybe We’re Just Moving Too Fast
Jul 09, 2025
108. If You Want It, Go Get It
Jul 09, 2025
107. The Moment Slipped. Again
Jul 07, 2025
106. Telling myself to be brave and just take this chance
Jul 07, 2025
*105. When You Feel Lost, But You Keep Going
Jul 07, 2025
104. Maybe It’s Not So Bad After All
Jul 04, 2025
103. Finding Your Way Forward, One Step at a Time
Jul 01, 2025
102. From Almost Made It… to Nothing Again
Jul 01, 2025
101. Reflections on Fear and Choices
Jun 26, 2025
100. Forgive Yourself: Letting Go and Moving Forward
Jun 26, 2025
99. Back to Square One
Jun 25, 2025
98. Why Am I So Afraid? Embracing the Journey of Figuring It Out
Jun 22, 2025
97. Finding Clarity Through the Struggle
Jun 19, 2025
*96. Why Do I Keep Breaking Promises I Made to Myself?
Jun 19, 2025
95. Learning to Put Myself First
Jun 19, 2025
**94. Finding Joy in the Present Moment
Jun 12, 2025
93. Best Case Scenario, You Win. Worst case, It Won’t Matter
Jun 11, 2025
92. Finding Fulfillment in the Everyday Journey
Jun 10, 2025
91. Finding Gratitude in the Present Moment
Jun 06, 2025
*90. Finding the Courage to Go After What Truly Matters
Jun 05, 2025
89. Whatever life throws at me. I will not back down
Jun 05, 2025
88. Choosing Our Consequences
May 31, 2025
87. “Don’t think, Just do”
May 29, 2025
86. When Nothing Changes, Nothing Changes: The Power of Small Steps
May 26, 2025
**85. Forgive Yourself: You Did the Best You Could
May 16, 2025
84. The Only Backup Plan You Need
May 15, 2025
83. Breaking Point: When Everything Feels Heavy
May 14, 2025
82. The Hello That Never Happened
May 11, 2025
*81. The Treasure You Already Hold: Finding Strength in Gratitude
May 09, 2025
**80. Looking for Something Real
Apr 30, 2025
*79. Still Searching for Meaning
Apr 26, 2025
78. Stop Taking These Days For Granted
Apr 26, 2025
*77. I Don’t Even Recognize Myself Anymore
Apr 25, 2025
76. Let Them. Let It. Just Let It Be.
Apr 23, 2025
75. Brick by Brick
Apr 22, 2025
74. Today, You’re Not the Person Who F**ked Up
Apr 18, 2025
73. Just Trying to Breathe Through the Chaos
Apr 17, 2025
**72. It Was Never That Heavy
Apr 13, 2025
71. You Were Meant to Be Here
Apr 12, 2025
70. I Wish I Would’ve
Apr 12, 2025
*69. Lost in the Loop, but Still Here
Apr 11, 2025
68. I Just Needed to Feel Okay Again
Apr 08, 2025
67. Some Days I Just Don’t Know
Apr 06, 2025
66. Some Days, Just Showing Up Is Enough
Apr 06, 2025
65. The Part Where I Keep Going
Apr 04, 2025
***64. The Hardest Goodbye
Apr 04, 2025
63. Is This the Path?
Apr 01, 2025
62. Letting Go & Showing Up: Embracing the Present Moment
Apr 01, 2025
*61. The Words I’ve Been Afraid to Say
Mar 30, 2025
60. Impressions and Perspectives
Mar 30, 2025
59. The Day I Couldn’t See the Road Ahead
Mar 29, 2025
*58. Earned Comfort
Mar 28, 2025
57. Is it Possible to Connect the Dots Looking Forward?
Mar 28, 2025
56. Shifting My Focus: From Fear of Judgment to Seeing the Good in People
Mar 26, 2025
55. What is Holding Me Back from Asking Her Out?
Mar 25, 2025
54. Embrace Your Own Path
Mar 23, 2025
53. Keep Showing Up Even When You Don’t Feel Like It.
Mar 22, 2025
52. The Stories I Told Myself
Mar 20, 2025
51. First Step Towards Change
Mar 19, 2025
*50. The End of Chapter 1
Mar 19, 2025
49. A Word That Could Have Changed Everything
Mar 17, 2025
48. It Feels Like Everything is Falling Apart and There’s Nothing Left to Hold Onto
Mar 15, 2025
***47. Already Naked, Nothing Left to Lose. So Why Not?
Mar 11, 2025
**46. Conquer Your Fears
Mar 09, 2025
45. Finding Light in the Darkness
Mar 09, 2025
44. Embrace the Setbacks: Let Yourself Feel and Move On
Mar 08, 2025
*43. Let Go, Move Forward
Mar 06, 2025
42. Second Chance. Yet, I let it slipped away again…
Mar 05, 2025
41. When Life Hits You With Another Brick in the Head
Mar 05, 2025
40. The Trap of Waiting Until You’re Ready to Start
Mar 04, 2025
39. Life Goes On
Feb 23, 2025
38. She Came in Today (part2)
Feb 21, 2025
38. She Came in Today (part1)
Feb 21, 2025
37. The Outcast, The Loser
Feb 20, 2025
36. “Believe in yourself ”, They Said.
Feb 18, 2025
35. “I’m fine, everything is fine.”
Feb 18, 2025
34. How Do I Attract Butterflies to My Garden?
Feb 16, 2025
33. If You Have a Chance. Take It!
Feb 16, 2025
32. Feel the Pains you have been trying to avoid
Feb 16, 2025
31. The game of life
Feb 15, 2025
30.5
Feb 15, 2025
*30. Starting Over, Again.
Feb 13, 2025
29. The Only Rejection is the One You Didn’t Ask
Feb 11, 2025
28.
Feb 09, 2025
27. Just another day of getting lost in life
Feb 08, 2025
26. Wishing I Never Had to be an Adult
Feb 05, 2025
25. I missed all the chances I didnt take
Feb 04, 2025
24. My Confession
Feb 01, 2025
23. It’s Heavy and It’s Hurt.
Jan 26, 2025
22. Story of Doubt and Uncertainty
Jan 22, 2025
21. Two Choices: Fall Apart or Grow
Jan 19, 2025
*20. Figuring It Out, One Day at a Time
Jan 17, 2025
*19. Embrace the Lonely Path
Jan 16, 2025
18. Resetting the Clock
Jan 14, 2025
*17. Living Intentionally: Finding Peace in the Slow Lane
Jan 09, 2025
16. The Juicy Spicy Fried Chicken Wings
Jan 07, 2025
15. The Final Episode… or The New Beginning?
Jan 05, 2025
*14. Let Them Go to Move On
Dec 28, 2024
13. What if Today is All We Got
Dec 25, 2024
12. I Fcked Up, Again
Dec 24, 2024
11. How did I wind up here?
Dec 21, 2024
10. You’re Not Alone
Dec 18, 2024
9. How a Simple Gesture Builds Connection
Dec 14, 2024
8. I Really Fcked Myself Up This Time
Dec 08, 2024
7. Break the Cycle
Dec 05, 2024
6. Getting Through the Mess Life Throws at You
Nov 29, 2024
5. When Life Feels Heavy
Nov 21, 2024
Episode 4: Lost, But Moving Forward
Oct 07, 2024
Episode 3: Stop being a little Bish
Oct 03, 2024
Episode 2: Does Addiction Define Who You Are?
Sep 19, 2024
Episode 1: Now or Never
Sep 16, 2024
Nothing but bs
Aug 11, 2024
Let go of the past
May 04, 2024
I’m a failure
May 02, 2024
The new beginning
Apr 29, 2024