The Messy Middle Podcast

By Erika Leon

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Episodes: 26

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The podcast for women navigating the raw, confusing, lonely aftermath of narcissistic abuse and emotional control.


I'm Erika Leon, trauma-informed Abuse Recovery coach, mom of five, and creator of the Six Keys to Unfu*kwithable.


I have walked thousands of women through the part after the leaving where the adrenaline fades, the grief hits, and the world really wants you to just move on.

If you are picking up the pieces, questioning everything, and trying to remember who the fuck you were before you were so carefully erased, you are in the right place.


Episode Date
26 | The 'Was it really that bad?" Thought Spiral..
Jun 04, 2026
25 | Dating as a Practice Ground for Self-Trust
May 28, 2026
24 | The “Oh Hell No” Phase of Healing: When All You See are Red Flags
May 21, 2026
23 | Dating After Abuse: Slower, Safer Sparks
May 14, 2026
22 | Financial Fear After Narcissistic Abuse: What Nobody Talks About
May 07, 2026
21 | The Quiet Grief of "Wasted Years"
Apr 23, 2026
20 | Rebuilding Self-Trust After Manipulation & Abuse
Mar 26, 2026
19 | Why You´ll Lose Your Friends After Leaving High-Control Relationship
Mar 19, 2026
18 | "I'll Never Need Anyone Again" Hyper Independence Phase
Mar 12, 2026
17 | Why Peace Feels Boring After Narcissistic Abuse
Mar 05, 2026
16 | Who Am I Without Him? Journey Back to Yourself
Feb 26, 2026
15 | When Doctors Dismiss You: Medical Gaslighting Explained
Feb 12, 2026
14 | You Were Never Crazy - Your Body Always Knew the Truth
Jan 29, 2026
13 | You Don't Have to Forgive Your Abuser to Heal
Jan 15, 2026
12 | Abuse Dynamics Education: Power and Control
Jan 08, 2026
11 | Somatics & Energetics: Why You Can’t Logic Your Way Out of Trauma
Jan 01, 2026
10 | Boundaries That Work After Abuse: From Body to Self
Dec 25, 2025
09 | Intuition: Reclaiming Your Inner Knowing After Narcissistic Abuse
Dec 18, 2025
08 | Toxic Cycle-Breaking: From Generational Hurt to Generational Healing
Dec 11, 2025
07 | Exposing the Inner Critic: A Healing Dialogue
Dec 04, 2025
06 | Inner Child Awakening: The Unfu*kwithable Path
Nov 27, 2025
05 | Will This Always Happen to Me? Narcissistic Relationship Patterns
Nov 20, 2025
04 | Why Did I Stay So Long in Toxic Relationships?
Nov 18, 2025
02 | The Most Asked Questions by Narcissistic Abuse Survivors
Nov 14, 2025
03 | How Did I Not See It? The Real Reason You Missed the Red Flags
Nov 14, 2025
01 | Introducing The Messy Middle Podcast: Rising After Narcissistic Abuse
Nov 06, 2025