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Some days you're thriving, other days you're just… alive, I guess.
Hosted by RJ GayByrd, Alive, I Guess Podcast is where women and queer folks come to stop feeling like they're failing at life. This isn't about highlight reels or curated wins - this is about the messy, unglamorous, hard parts of being human that we usually keep quiet.
Every week, RJ shares raw stories from their life as a queer, Black, non-binary person navigating sobriety, mental health, identity, relationships, and everything in between. Through raw storytelling and unfiltered conversations, this podcast reminds you that figuring it out as you go is still progress.
Whether you're navigating identity, relationships, mental health, money struggles, sobriety, family dynamics, or just the overwhelming weight of trying to keep it together - this is your safe space. A place where you're seen, validated, and part of a community that gets it.
Expect: Honest conversations, emotional spirals, creative chaos, plenty of humor, and the permission to be exactly where you are. I'm not your therapist and I damn sure don't have all the answers - just willing to go first in talking about the stuff we all experience but rarely say out loud.
New episodes every Thursday.
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Episode 27 - Family Breakups Be Happenin
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Jun 04, 2026 |
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Episode 26 - Retired Crashout Be Happenin
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May 28, 2026 |
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Episode 25 - Transparency Be Happenin
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May 21, 2026 |
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Episode 24 - Sometimes, Nothing Be Happenin
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May 14, 2026 |
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Episode 23 - The Glow Up Be Happenin
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May 07, 2026 |
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Episode 22 - Boundaries Be Happenin
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Apr 30, 2026 |
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Episode 21 - Codependency Be Happenin
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Apr 23, 2026 |
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Episode 20 - Black Creativity Be Happenin w/ SōLauren
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Apr 16, 2026 |
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Episode 19 - Nostalgia Be Happenin
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Apr 09, 2026 |
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Episode 18 - Big Sister Duties Be Happenin
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Apr 02, 2026 |
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Episode 17 - Unemployment Be Happenin
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Mar 26, 2026 |
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Episode 16 - Making New Friends Be Happenin
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Mar 19, 2026 |
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Episode 15 - Impostor Syndrome Be Happenin
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Mar 12, 2026 |
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Episode 14 - Life After Ball Be Happenin
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Mar 05, 2026 |
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Episode 13 - Birthday Blues Be Happenin
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Feb 26, 2026 |
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Episode 12 - Too Much Be Happenin
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Feb 19, 2026 |
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Episode 11 - Heartbreak Be Happenin
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Feb 12, 2026 |
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Episode 10 - That Gay Sh*t Be Happenin
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Feb 05, 2026 |
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Episode 9 - Losing Motivation Be Happenin
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Jan 29, 2026 |
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Episode 8 - The Strong Friend Be Happenin
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Jan 22, 2026 |
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Episode 7 - Money Troubles Be Happenin
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Jan 15, 2026 |
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Episode 6 - Feeling Lost Be Happenin
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Jan 08, 2026 |
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Episode 5 - Sobriety Be Happenin
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Jan 01, 2026 |
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Episode 4 - Rest Be Happenin
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Dec 23, 2025 |
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Episode 3 - Holiday Grief Be Happenin
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Dec 18, 2025 |
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Episode 2 - Starting Over Be Happenin
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Dec 11, 2025 |
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Episode 1 - AIGP Be Happenin
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Dec 04, 2025 |