Charlie Kirk’s murder didn’t just shock me – it cracked open a part of me I’m just getting to know. This podcast is me processing out loud as I change in real time: dating boundaries after Charlie and my new way forward, a new obsession with government and its leadership, internet misinformation, how I show up on social media, and how the original language in the ancient accounts of Jesus can tell a very different story – including the parts of Jesus we quietly lose in translation, the way Charlie pointed it out. And at the center of it all, I keep returning to that first-century disruptor who promised a government that gives life, not takes it.