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Hello beautiful people, this podcast is a listener supported space for anyone struggling with eating disorders, disordered eating, body distress/dysmorphia, or Co-occurring mental health and substance use challenges. Each episode is guided by listener emails and DM's, questions stories, fears, and hopes read and responded to with compassion clinical insight and lived recovery and experience hosted by, me Colleen, a marriage and family therapist working in private practice as well as a person in long term recovery from an eating disorder and substance use this podcast is not about perfection or quick fixes. It is about being heard, being understood and knowing you're not alone. This space is inclusive of all genders, bodies, and identities, including members of the LGBTQIA plus community. Whether you're in active struggle, early recovery long term recovery or simply searching for language for what you're experiencing, you are welcome here. This podcast is not a substitute for therapy or medical care, but it is a place to sit, listen and remember that recovery in all the imperfect forms is possible. Just a short disclaimer for this podcast; I do not discuss any numbers or weights or explicit behaviors, and I will always keep your identity anonymous if that is your wish. Most importantly, I always encourage you to seek out higher levels of professional care as appropriate, and I will answer emails or DMS to questions and experiences, etcetera where I feel I can genuinely give advice or share my own personal experience, and perhaps what helped me. A note to remember is that recovery in all its imperfect forms is possible and I truly just want to connect with you, help, hear you, and hopefully answer some of those anxiety provoking questions that I know I was riddled with for so many years. I promise, no question is too stupid, outlandish, bizarre or weird, because I know how isolating this disease is, but I promise you are not alone and any topic/concern is welcome here :)
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Ep 41: Dear Recovery… Why Do Family Mealtimes Feel So Hard? | How Loved Ones Can Support Eating Disorder Recovery
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Nov 03, 2026 |
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Ep. 40 Dear Recovery… Why Do Eating Disorders Develop?
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Oct 28, 2026 |
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Ep 39: Physically at Dinner, Mentally in My Eating Disorder
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Oct 26, 2026 |
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Ep. 38 Dear Recovery: "Will Eating Dinner Late Turn Straight Into Fat? Fears Behind Eating Past Certain Times"
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Oct 21, 2026 |
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Ep: 37: What Does A Sponsor Actually Do: Navigating all things Sponsors, Sponsees & Everything Nobody Tells You (Part 2)
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Oct 19, 2026 |
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Ep: 36: How the heck do I find a Sponsor....Sponsors, Sponsees & Everything Nobody Tells You (Part 1)
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Oct 15, 2026 |
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Episode 35: Dear Recovery… Will Eating This Change How I Look Tomorrow?
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Oct 13, 2026 |
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Ep 34: “Dear Recovery… Why Does Feeling Full Scare Me?” Feeling full and hungry at the same time?
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Oct 07, 2026 |
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Ep: 33 "What if I have an eating disorder?" - You Don't Have to Be "Sick Enough" to Get Help
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Oct 05, 2026 |
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Ep. 32: You’re Safe Right Now A Guided & Progressive Muscle Relaxation Meditation
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Oct 01, 2026 |
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Ep. 31: Dear Recovery - “The Eating Disorder Recovery Wins No One Talks About”
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Sep 28, 2026 |
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Ep. 30 "The Eating Disorder Fear of Wasting Calories" - When Every Bite Has to Have a Purpose (Part 2)
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Sep 25, 2026 |
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Ep. 29 “The Eating Disorder Fear of Wasting Calories” — When Every Bite Has to Have a Purpose (Part 1)
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Sep 21, 2026 |
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Dear Recovery Episode 28: “Why Do I Feel So Damn Miserable?” — The Other Things That Come with Eating Disorders/Restrictive Eating
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Sep 16, 2026 |
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Ep 27: “Sober Living (recovery): Scared Out of My Mind” Part 2
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Sep 14, 2026 |
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Ep 26: “Sober Living (recovery): Scared Out of My Mind” Part 1
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Sep 10, 2026 |
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Ep 25: What If My Eating Disorder Is Keeping Me Sober/From Drinking?
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Sep 07, 2026 |
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Ep: 24 Shopping, Different Sizes, Same Friendship (Disordered Eating/Eating Disorders/Body Image Anxiety)🩶
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Sep 02, 2026 |
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Episode: 23: Good Food vs. Bad Food (Disordered Eating): Why Do We Give Food So Much Power?
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Aug 31, 2026 |
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Ep. 22 Dear Sadness: A Guided Meditation for Allowing Yourself to Feel
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Aug 28, 2026 |
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Ep. 21 Why Do Other People’s Comments Stick with Us So Much when Struggling w/ eating disorder anxiety?
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Aug 27, 2026 |
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Ep. 20 “Am I actually recovering from my eating disorder, or am I just doing things that look like recovery?”
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Aug 24, 2026 |
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Episode 19: Can I Recover From My Addiction and Eating Disorder at the Same Time?
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Aug 19, 2026 |
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I'm coming back!!!!
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Aug 17, 2026 |
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Episode: 18 “Why Can’t I Sit Still while living with my eating disorder?” — When Rest Feels Scary
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Aug 12, 2026 |
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Episode 17: Why Am I So Obsessed with My Body Mass Index (BMI?) during my disordered eating ? (Part 2)
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Aug 10, 2026 |
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Episode 16: Why Am I So Obsessed with My Body Mass Index (BMI?) During my eating disorder (Part 1)
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Aug 05, 2026 |
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Episode 15: "Why Can't I Stop Looking at Old Photos of Myself while having Disordered Eating?"
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Aug 03, 2026 |
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Episode 14: Why Do I Have Safe Foods and Fear Foods in my eating disorder?
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Jul 29, 2026 |
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Episode 13: Why Does It Feel Wrong If I Don't Eat My Food in a Certain Order while in my Eating Disorder??
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Jul 27, 2026 |
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Episode 12: Dear Recovery... The Goal Was Never the Swimsuit (Body Image Anxiety)
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Jul 22, 2026 |
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Episode 11: You Can Change your Body Later (Eating Disorder Fears/Anxiety)
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Jul 20, 2026 |
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Episode 10: Did I Trade in my Eating Disorder for Alcohol (Co-Occurring: Eating Disorders & Substances)
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Jul 15, 2026 |
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Episode 9: Comparing Your Plate is the Thief of Joy! (Eating Disorder Anxiety)
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Jul 13, 2026 |
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Episode 8 (Part 3 &4)) : What If I Gain Weight...and Never Stop? (Eating Disorder Anxiety)
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Jul 08, 2026 |
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Episode 8 (Part 1 & 2) : What If I Gain Weight...and Never Stop? (Eating Disorder Anxiety)
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Jul 06, 2026 |
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Episode 7 Recovery Isn't a Race - It's Rehabilitation (Part Two) (Substance Use)
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Jul 01, 2026 |
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Episode 7: Recovery Isn't a Race—It's Rehabilitation (Part One) (Substance Use)
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Jun 29, 2026 |
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Trailer Episode 1
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Jun 27, 2026 |
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Episode 6: Why do I panic when dinner plans change? (Eating Disorder Anxiety)
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Jun 24, 2026 |
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Episode:5 Why do I feel guilty after eating: Eating Disorder Anxiety
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Jun 22, 2026 |
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Episode 4: Eat the Chocolate Cake! (Eating Disorder Anxiety)
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Jun 17, 2026 |
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Episode 3: Cont. Recovery Story: Courage, Strength, and Hope (From Substance Use and Eating Disorders)
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Jun 15, 2026 |
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Episode 2: My Path to healing (From Substance Use and Eating Disorders)
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Jun 11, 2026 |