Dear Recovery

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Episodes: 44

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Hello beautiful people, this podcast is a listener supported space for anyone struggling with eating disorders, disordered eating, body distress/dysmorphia, or Co-occurring mental health and substance use challenges. Each episode is guided by listener emails and DM's, questions stories, fears, and hopes read and responded to with compassion clinical insight and lived recovery and experience hosted by, me Colleen, a marriage and family therapist working in private practice as well as a person in long term recovery from an eating disorder and substance use this podcast is not about perfection or quick fixes. It is about being heard, being understood and knowing you're not alone. This space is inclusive of all genders, bodies, and identities, including members of the LGBTQIA plus community. Whether you're in active struggle, early recovery long term recovery or simply searching for language for what you're experiencing, you are welcome here. This podcast is not a substitute for therapy or medical care, but it is a place to sit, listen and remember that recovery in all the imperfect forms is possible. Just a short disclaimer for this podcast; I do not discuss any numbers or weights or explicit behaviors, and I will always keep your identity anonymous if that is your wish. Most importantly, I always encourage you to seek out higher levels of professional care as appropriate, and I will answer emails or DMS to questions and experiences, etcetera where I feel I can genuinely give advice or share my own personal experience, and perhaps what helped me. A note to remember is that recovery in all its imperfect forms is possible and I truly just want to connect with you, help, hear you, and hopefully answer some of those anxiety provoking questions that I know I was riddled with for so many years. I promise, no question is too stupid, outlandish, bizarre or weird, because I know how isolating this disease is, but I promise you are not alone and any topic/concern is welcome here :)


Episode Date
Ep 41: Dear Recovery… Why Do Family Mealtimes Feel So Hard? | How Loved Ones Can Support Eating Disorder Recovery
Nov 03, 2026
Ep. 40 Dear Recovery… Why Do Eating Disorders Develop?
Oct 28, 2026
Ep 39: Physically at Dinner, Mentally in My Eating Disorder
Oct 26, 2026
Ep. 38 Dear Recovery: "Will Eating Dinner Late Turn Straight Into Fat? Fears Behind Eating Past Certain Times"
Oct 21, 2026
Ep: 37: What Does A Sponsor Actually Do: Navigating all things Sponsors, Sponsees & Everything Nobody Tells You (Part 2)
Oct 19, 2026
Ep: 36: How the heck do I find a Sponsor....Sponsors, Sponsees & Everything Nobody Tells You (Part 1)
Oct 15, 2026
Episode 35: Dear Recovery… Will Eating This Change How I Look Tomorrow?
Oct 13, 2026
Ep 34: “Dear Recovery… Why Does Feeling Full Scare Me?” Feeling full and hungry at the same time?
Oct 07, 2026
Ep: 33 "What if I have an eating disorder?" - You Don't Have to Be "Sick Enough" to Get Help
Oct 05, 2026
Ep. 32: You’re Safe Right Now A Guided & Progressive Muscle Relaxation Meditation
Oct 01, 2026
Ep. 31: Dear Recovery - “The Eating Disorder Recovery Wins No One Talks About”
Sep 28, 2026
Ep. 30 "The Eating Disorder Fear of Wasting Calories" - When Every Bite Has to Have a Purpose (Part 2)
Sep 25, 2026
Ep. 29 “The Eating Disorder Fear of Wasting Calories” — When Every Bite Has to Have a Purpose (Part 1)
Sep 21, 2026
Dear Recovery Episode 28: “Why Do I Feel So Damn Miserable?” — The Other Things That Come with Eating Disorders/Restrictive Eating
Sep 16, 2026
Ep 27: “Sober Living (recovery): Scared Out of My Mind” Part 2
Sep 14, 2026
Ep 26: “Sober Living (recovery): Scared Out of My Mind” Part 1
Sep 10, 2026
Ep 25: What If My Eating Disorder Is Keeping Me Sober/From Drinking?
Sep 07, 2026
Ep: 24 Shopping, Different Sizes, Same Friendship (Disordered Eating/Eating Disorders/Body Image Anxiety)🩶
Sep 02, 2026
Episode: 23: Good Food vs. Bad Food (Disordered Eating): Why Do We Give Food So Much Power?
Aug 31, 2026
Ep. 22 Dear Sadness: A Guided Meditation for Allowing Yourself to Feel
Aug 28, 2026
Ep. 21 Why Do Other People’s Comments Stick with Us So Much when Struggling w/ eating disorder anxiety?
Aug 27, 2026
Ep. 20 “Am I actually recovering from my eating disorder, or am I just doing things that look like recovery?”
Aug 24, 2026
Episode 19: Can I Recover From My Addiction and Eating Disorder at the Same Time?
Aug 19, 2026
I'm coming back!!!!
Aug 17, 2026
Episode: 18 “Why Can’t I Sit Still while living with my eating disorder?” — When Rest Feels Scary
Aug 12, 2026
Episode 17: Why Am I So Obsessed with My Body Mass Index (BMI?) during my disordered eating ? (Part 2)
Aug 10, 2026
Episode 16: Why Am I So Obsessed with My Body Mass Index (BMI?) During my eating disorder (Part 1)
Aug 05, 2026
Episode 15: "Why Can't I Stop Looking at Old Photos of Myself while having Disordered Eating?"
Aug 03, 2026
Episode 14: Why Do I Have Safe Foods and Fear Foods in my eating disorder?
Jul 29, 2026
Episode 13: Why Does It Feel Wrong If I Don't Eat My Food in a Certain Order while in my Eating Disorder??
Jul 27, 2026
Episode 12: Dear Recovery... The Goal Was Never the Swimsuit (Body Image Anxiety)
Jul 22, 2026
Episode 11: You Can Change your Body Later (Eating Disorder Fears/Anxiety)
Jul 20, 2026
Episode 10: Did I Trade in my Eating Disorder for Alcohol (Co-Occurring: Eating Disorders & Substances)
Jul 15, 2026
Episode 9: Comparing Your Plate is the Thief of Joy! (Eating Disorder Anxiety)
Jul 13, 2026
Episode 8 (Part 3 &4)) : What If I Gain Weight...and Never Stop? (Eating Disorder Anxiety)
Jul 08, 2026
Episode 8 (Part 1 & 2) : What If I Gain Weight...and Never Stop? (Eating Disorder Anxiety)
Jul 06, 2026
Episode 7 Recovery Isn't a Race - It's Rehabilitation (Part Two) (Substance Use)
Jul 01, 2026
Episode 7: Recovery Isn't a Race—It's Rehabilitation (Part One) (Substance Use)
Jun 29, 2026
Trailer Episode 1
Jun 27, 2026
Episode 6: Why do I panic when dinner plans change? (Eating Disorder Anxiety)
Jun 24, 2026
Episode:5 Why do I feel guilty after eating: Eating Disorder Anxiety
Jun 22, 2026
Episode 4: Eat the Chocolate Cake! (Eating Disorder Anxiety)
Jun 17, 2026
Episode 3: Cont. Recovery Story: Courage, Strength, and Hope (From Substance Use and Eating Disorders)
Jun 15, 2026
Episode 2: My Path to healing (From Substance Use and Eating Disorders)
Jun 11, 2026